A letter from February 19th, 2021

Dear Max;Casper;Whatever the **** your name is, The date is currently February 18th 2021 at 9:45 pm. I’m at my bosses house babysitting. I wanted to write you a letter to see how far I will go. What will happen to me? Who did I meet? What did I do? Where am I? Who are you with? Do you still draw? Do you sing? Do you write? Do you have a kid? Did you ever meet Harry Potter? (mmm daniel 😻‼️❤️) Who is the president? (Not that I care tbh) Enough questions. I’m 15, turning 16 on November 29th because you’re way to ******* stupid too remember when your birthday is! I’m going through an emo phase and I currently live in Adams, NY (9 west church street 13605) I’m a impulsive buyer because I feel as if I have no control over how life is and I get a small sense of serotonin whenever my thing arrives just for me to forget about it 2 days later. My friends are Ava and Addy. I’m dating Link (Gwen is his deadname) he used to go by bread? Yeah. I’m also super big into Harry Potter and I’m not sure how I feel about my ex Hunter Chrissley. Tbh I only keep him around because I want a kid and once I have said kid Hunter will be irrelevant. Me and Your best friend Kyle B are planning on moving away together once youre 18. But by the time you get this you will be 20? So whatever. I have extremely bad anger issues and barely talk to mom and dad. Gary talks to me more than mom does and Dad puts me down all the time. I mean.. I’m trying my best. You try to be in highschool during a worldwide pandemic. Youre ******* retired and all you ever do is stream so you have no clue how stressed I am. He always talks about how hard it is to be an adult but chooses to buy a $17,000 computer because why not we have the money for it (no we dont.) I had to use my own money to buy things I needed and wanted. Im not shy but im not exactly outgoing either. I want to write a story about my life but I dont know where to start. I want to write to you more often cause your the closest person I got. I love you. You’re stupid and chaotic but youre also always going to be the best. No matter what people say or do. If they leave whatever its not my issue. Its not our issue. We have had people abandon us so many times before so dont act like its something new. I forgot to mention, i have been cut free since September 2020! I have been struggling a bit lately but I know things are going to get better soon. You are loved. By me. Kid you, teen you, adult you. We love you. And we are always here. We have been here for us since the very beginning. So until then, see you soon. And just like Hunter said; Goodbye means youre never going to see them again. So yeah, I’ll see you soon ❤️ - Max