A letter from February 18th, 2021

Me again lol. I dont know my point in life its like a constant loop, school eat sleep repeat, I dont know what to do now. I hate school, I dont have goals. Except for learning instruments i dont. Even know anything about courses and Idk which to pick i hate life i wish everything was back the way it was, i was at the Philippines, my mom wasnt so Strict, i was able to understand school, had many friends, it was fun. But now even if i go back to the Philippines i doubt its gonna be that way again. Even if i get back my dogs they probably love their new owners more lol How petty of me even if i go back Home its not the way it used to be anymore. We used to just play in the road, not make such a big deal bout school, laugh, laugh, happy, fun, Now theyre probably matured and it would t be the same anymore. We wont be as close, they probably went away the City now. They probably went to their own path now. But me, i havent even found a place to make a path yet. Its like im just useless. I wish things were the way it was before.