A letter from February 18th, 2021

Dear Future Me, This letter contains a lot of I hopes haha. Hoping na you’re doing great. I always hope na you get genuine happiness. Still, remember the days how you suffered from your own doings and also from the traumas caused by you know who then look at you now out there. Hoping na nagagawa mo na mga bagay na gusto mong gawin. Always take care of yourself and love yourself more. Try mo alalahanin mga napagdaanan mo before ka nakarating dyan sa kung nasan ka ngayon. I know you fought hard for your dreams. I hope na you still have those people who stayed by your side through the good times and when you were having the worst days of your life. But if not, always remember that we have each other. Be stronger. While writing this as a 17 year old version of yourself and already turning 18 on May 1, 2021, you are having doubts on yourself na makakaga mo pa ba na ipursue ang pag-aarchi, you are also being dramatic over little things hahahaha. You really are very emotional. Paano ba kasi, mala-MMK ang life mo. I hope you already have overcame traumas from this day that I’m writing this. You deserve a better life and I really hope you’re having it now. As an immature and toxic version of you, sasabihin ko sayo to, magbago ka na HAHAHA. I know naman na you’re on process and I know na you’re much better than I am now. KEEP IT UP ARCHITECT TADEO! All the love!!