A letter from February 18th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, 2020 was the hardest year you got through without ending it all. I'm not sure how you're doing this. You've lost your mom, your will to live, half your family, your grades and potentially any sort of job you may have. This is the last reminder that its time to move on and get it over with. At this point if things dont get better its going to be around 10 years for this depression. Drugs wont help you, your friends wont help you, and if you believe in god still at this point ask for his forgiveness as you know for whats to come. Its time to finally wake up and realized this life was just unlucky for you and thats okay, not everyone was meant to be happy. Past you is proud that you tried these 5 years to make things better, you gave it your best shot. The likelihood that you're happy right now is low but if you are then ignore this email and delete it immediately. If not make sure you make it quick and painless as you know how much of a coward you are. Start making plans to cut everyone out, the last thing you want is for someone to get hurt. If you haven't figured out how to do it yet let me make it easy for you. Hopefully by the year 2026 the Canadian government has changed the policies for the right to die. If not make sure your body is not recoverable. Use all the resources you have for this as this is vital. You were always a let down to everyone, your mom, your family, your friends and most importantly yourself. I hope this letter gives you the strength to do what you wanted for so long. Life is rough, why play by its rules when there are none. Sincerely, PastYou