happy birthday from 13 year old you

Hey Hollie, it’s 13 year old you here. ***** happy birthday!! Your 18 omg like a legal adult. Go out and buy some alcohol now please! Congrats, you made it out of your childhood, probably the best and definitely some of the worst years of your life but we got there. I cant believe we have been here for 18 years wow, doesn't time fly. I hope your happy and living your best life, I hope your still trying your hardest, I hope your still in school and doing well, I hope you don't have to many regrets, and I hope you've had fun so far. I know life hasn't always treated you the best and given you an easy time and sometimes you felt like it would be easier to end it all than to live through the pain, but I want you to know that little 13-year-old you is so incredibly proud that you decided to stick around. How is everyone? How is Megan and max and mum and dad? How are grandma and grandad? If you are lucky enough to still have them all here, please go tell them you love each of them, because life is precious and not to **** the mood but they could die at any minute. Which uni's have you/ are you going to apply to. Aim high and even if you don't think you'll get in, apply to oxford, you owe it to your 13 year old self. Remember to work your but off in school and revise as much as possible, because grades are important, but also if you fail, its not the end of the world, you can do other things and there will be other opportunities. Sorrryyy, I know you probably don't wanna be thinking about school on your birthday but one last thing and then I will stop. DO NOT, and I mean do not open any of your uni acceptance letter in front of your family because if you don't get in, the disappointment will be to much. Anyway enough about school go out and enjoy yourself, its your birthday!! Make mistakes and memories and take every opportunity possible, your only young once. Go out have fun and live your best life, no matter where you are or what your doing. Go after your dreams no matter how big or crazy they seem and make the most of every opportunity life gives you I'm proud of you, I hope 18 treats you well. Lots of love, until we meet again, xoxo 13 year old you.