A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Fo eht iltls bcka my tlrsue the het wsa rceonr ym roodyw,a lcass tbho seat aestntdponpiim ta ilctcguhn eegd of ta nrae silp, dhans eth. .
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My ysschpi ofr tsom a c c gnhiuscr to atedtn fro a rtu,lirteea escujtb a of aretvouif ofr la,l nsegie alrlye hyciset,rm d aouetnfnrut olss,ens asw nad. A i my i od cetdeepx lodcu ot ltaes eradg bteret ta llwe ,escsenic evren orf tub i httguho do. As rof ilrturteae. . . Ew ein"f yuo thwa erefob me my wei rhe my owr,ry dlot tboh teanddet itturreale "'tnod ady ceeathr nauottcolins elrlac llwi einfdr tli i do max:e a when dna qi. Esubcea oen rwgon na ses'h g,wnro het so us fo c roht,e a nto ety rdceso ,a dna. I e)tr?he a to thwa earg,d tbu ucjsbet did ubjcsetiev litls re,su see( si rrlatiutee. . . Elef saw htis eragd the out somt iinoapnpigtsd l,la i of. Post smyelf tuo ym tsssre dan ysmefl i hw?ta epser mncrpagio have tog ot eoferb i nkow to ignaa laeylr you. Who eb em aer adn m,e ohw tnah rumedb ayswal opepel nath leppeo hetre rsrtema aer liwl. As iegnb uohgen si aypph e'erw doog avaerge sa olgn. Ptos b,iaht ,syueisolr peeals htsi s'elt sityth.
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A,db lslgtyih 57 altlcuya a ciwhh tath i cdesor airlfyc tno iths i ,09 dhlous otn of eveagra cesor, ntipo, at ptsoni aebov oto hieter oot is knar uot dogo. .
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Ostip,dapnide mcuh saergd as of i ecam even npom,gi a my to sa epptraieca raetf dya nda tfle ksdehoc ro wot i eatccp. To have ppr,ae aryglbau gerasd hte t!oo uesr exeedntcu,p usctbje a i eorcds fuidfilct orf were mots owt ahmts rof heste evne aegenlr ores,c nda a an ofr. Ni anc yalrel c, i am otw su a tcbesujs ewer ebileev hoolcs ouy decosr eerv tesghhi sheet rpoud 'eiv fo hte orf ?atht. Ytrlu. .
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Or an srcoe atht a hrteie sloa nipot cd,/ to betwene ainugsm awnt i het llo fcta i ni no tou. Lyrlea ro sc,uk good i ta erhtei mi' it. Tsah't i ,ma ohw i sguse.
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As htree i isht 7,5 tihw cnionmcimaout ni a itwh sgtbegi in setviuisreni jmroa pr istfr ,ncuoytr teh ym ot epaldip of a cioehc. ,sun oich,ec ptlmcoeyle saw my orf ocesnd doefrfe tdrejcee and aotref,nuylutn istnead cooyogs,il wsa i unt yb. Ei,lwnhame sssbenui s,um oerffed taneegammn me. .
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Hnew ni fo asid i a dan - gerede oen i how ofr igb to ,ifel nfuny yarse a vene sek,"i omcnciuntamiso ym pone pu geniehte deram prsuue ar,edm not eerusnvi a lgon had to eusc,or eevnr - "uoy maec fnyllia eth iwht a. .
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In het sbesnuis eht eidcedd aenmtnmgea end i atcepc ot cseour. Sith ewreh eth i uldco wnta in em dlae lltis ot be rfuteu ot esrphpa.
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Ive' verne ilef ym in tbu ynwaay ym eb istrf hsti cndeso cie,cho my amy iochce ttnoge. Yaalsw egt scdneo my ,tngaerysl i heicoc. Llwe ho. Epsahpr nnoreevt,itin mcae to edganil tsi' btrtee tujs ortomcf me or to teseh i oeas''rns lla i'ts spharpe ,htpa lfmeys wtah iendvi rae or pu cs'seu'xe ihtw of prehpsa a. .
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Ilek t'sle dna hte rhrveewe ctrneru sdeo yrt athp wodrn wath me aserrci twerevah to, to lepecfulya ti on, lotfa ton ujts 'im we yasawl s,ya rmteta?. Be t'lse yahpp. For s'atth i lla ksa can. .
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Elvo,.
Uuretmef.
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P. S. Podru eylral fo am i mi' su,. Nwko odsicntu owh we hrda rof w'otn nad frtsfoe i kedrwo hs,it i tou. !no life oseg.

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