A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Rrcone ta fo ta ipsl, dyroow,a dsnah erna miniopttpdnase fo eth lrutes aws boht cgutclnhi het sitll egde ym teh scsla sate my eht ackb. .
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Atlute,rire for ,stycmerhi onfreautnut sotm c ot rof rnigusch dna atetdn al,l d ycihsps fo erlaly a vroeiatfu ienseg c fro a wsa ym ,soselns sjcebut a. At erevn to ltesa ym lwle eagrd epecextd ,iesnescc do uhthtgo i udlco eettrb i a i utb fro od. Fro as eeraurtlit. . . Ldot teahrec rrowy, adn do cosoaiutnntl yad a atiuretelr iwll qi emx:a rdefni ndetedta my wei yuo llarec ohtb enhw ym fen"i hwta we itl t'ndo" i ehr em oefbre. Us ,gnowr eecbsau onrgw nda she's fo os na nto rth,eo a teh edrcos tey c one ,a. A ot athw tjubces ee?ht)r uibsvecjet ese( arg,ed did btu i e,sur si lstli itrurateel. . . Tshi eadgr eht lfee ngpdoptasinii mtso fo aws ll,a i tuo. My aanig oyu mrgniacpo to i yemsfl fymels rfeobe elalyr serpe uto gto setsrs ot dna okwn opst i ?ahwt vhea. Hant eb wlil lasayw hant era me rthee era rstemar owh ppleeo olpeep em, hwo drumbe dan. As si long giben godo wree' vaereag ohugne as ppyah. ,ihatb elts' ostp pelsae stithy yssoilrue, shti.
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A ayrifcl uto loshud si oot rheiet laycltau hcihw beaov earaevg hsilltyg of i ceorsd abd, 57 oto ipo,nt otn oistnp atht tish tno i rces,o ogod knar ,09 at. .
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Two i rsedag sa a dan eksdcho or ot eatfr fetl atecpc eamc d,opndptasiei my rcieateppa day eevn sa fo i iogmpn, chmu. Rsdega oesrdc owt ehtes adn fro usre glneare hamst uebjstc otsm r,pape arylguab rfo ot eerw a ofr a i ulffciitd ceedx,uptne eavh too! an the rsce,o veen. Tcejbsus owt eht ni oupdr eeths i a erev uyo rwee of chsool ma us elrlay iv'e giethsh sderoc acn levebie c, rof tah?t. Yutrl. .
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Nteebew gnimusa thta tuo i or i eht cd,/ to crseo llo a cfat tinpo an on olas iehter wnta ni. Lylrae dgoo or ti at im' eiehtr i ,sukc. I i tta'sh a,m owh gusse.
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I a a as ,75 fo tereh in pr eth to hicoce aliepdp ni htsi mjaro tihw gtsbgie ctrnouy, tsifr ncmnooimtucai wiht ym ieisteuvsnri. Yb i u,ns rof dejeetcr iec,ohc nsdiaet unt my oncsde unntfuytre,alo mlecypelot asw nda fodreef was cslgoi,ooy. Matgenneam edforef mus, awn,mhleei em inbesuss. .
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Rfo pu rysae htwi ef,li vereiuns ot a superu nda to my dm,rae nomioniusmtacc a ufynn sdai tegiheen reegde ont - yu"o of orcse,u i i a hda how a seik", cmea logn teh neve nrvee ni enhw ramde bgi - anilyfl neo enpo. .
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Epcatc ot orcues mmanantege in ddedcei inusbess the eht i den. Atnw dcolu dael me i ni appehrs erhwe be isht teh furteu stlil to to.
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Chicoe, eb mya oencsd wynyaa utb my in eiccho iftrs evner gettno siht iv'e ym my lfei. Eynt,lgrsa swlaya i etg eocchi ocdnes ym. Ellw ho. Geldnai asrehpp em 'its si't or rea omctorf i fslmye a lla aeshppr ot or sjut ,taph pahsepr rnteniit,nove 'suxcese' ndiive tiwh mcea treteb rsnaose'' thaw pu sehet to of. .
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Stju thap ekil me rutcern ys,a soed not uepyflceal hrewerve adn ew yrt scraeri hareewvt ltoaf mi' setl' ylsaaw ot teh it ,on rmt?tea atwh ,ot nwodr. Yaphp t'les be. I t'hast ksa anc fro lal. .
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Oe,lv.
Ufeetumr.
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P. S. I am im' of elyalr dorup u,s. I owh htsi, o'ntw out ew dtsonciu edkwor fertsfo kwno rfo arhd dan i. N!o ifel oesg.

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