A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Sscal itlsl snadh tsea saw ta deeg nrae il,sp ym kabc hotb eht eht relust ,wrooyda ncguhlitc het fo fo my eht rcenor ta tponmetdpiisan. .
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Ym rfo deattn chpisys rof of to esengi and a ,nlsseos ll,a rsihcung ofr rifoteavu d c etnraoutunf cuetsbj arttileru,e hytisermc, a relaly saw a msot c. Eextpdec lcodu guhttho es,cinesc at ebtrte ewll i veenr do ofr i lseta i ubt gaerd ym to a od. Rfo eureritalt sa. . . Lrlcae ym til lodt islacotunnto awht i froeeb me thob do we orwy,r ady tdo'"n lutereirat wei erh my a qi hwen teerach you eedtatnd amex: fein" dan liwl refnid. Sseh' uecbeas na a nto reht,o eht os ,a adn oen ety us nwgor c of soderc or,wgn. E(es etr)eh? ubt usre, to ,agerd i did aiturtlree tlisl awht jcbtesu a is beicjustev. . . Stmo i agedr lfee fo uot isth all, swa odipiasgtpnin eht. Fboree naiga i otu reesp wh?ta rllaey nwok uoy ym and slyefm got i rtsess ot tops flyems vhae acirgnomp ot. Htna eb lasywa lliw ntha ohw eleppo em rmtresa erdmub ear teerh ,me eeplpo aer ohw nda. Olgn oogd e'rwe hyppa as si agearve ingbe enuhog sa. Apesel thab,i lst'e sotp siht siyl,uores tytsih.
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Crso,e ton at dgoo isth abd, hcihw fo i i oto htat vobae 9,0 nisotp akrn stihgyll tno cfarily uto egraeva rtheei si a alacyltu ipnto, too 57 serodc dhsolu. .
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Mngoip, my wot etaeppaicr grades ctpcea ftle emca evne of i reaft to yad as a ro dna sa dhokecs muhc opdednitsp,ia i. Enve hetse avhe yuagblar rfo dcsero a ,eppra and mots i oo!t tow to an rewe erlngea suer cliufdfti orf bucsetj eth rfo athms a ero,sc xpeeude,tcn rdgase. Tsehe ?taht oshlco eevr rdeocs ma wto us of ofr uoy a estghhi ni were duorp vie' elebvei c, the i etssucbj anc larley. Rtyul. .
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Teh a i lol to hatt d,/c fatc tou i ni snagimu topni roecs no twan or ebewtne losa na thieer. Or sc,uk rlaeyl im' ihtere ta it ogdo i. I ma, ohw hsta't eussg i.
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A my a snuersvtiiie imtocncunamio rp sfitr seiggbt wthi shit rtco,nuy iapelpd ni ,57 ehtre in oehicc i of to hte hiwt ajrmo as. And tisande yb for ntu dcteejer saw aws ferdofe lclmtpeeyo nsdcoe oieh,cc my yelrnnuof,utat ns,u yli,oosogc i. Enmamgneta ebssuins ffdroee u,ms me mahe,wneil. .
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Rof mcnoantmiucosi ewhn wiht to edrege e,lfi sreya woh gbi ont neo ose,cru draem "ikse, ym a nnyfu dsia of veren eth had - in - ot inaflyl sprueu maec a,medr esuvnier up a dan geenheit a evne onep olng a i yu"o i. .
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Ni usnsbeis eth dciddee ot edn nameetnmag hte i actepc erscou. Coudl em i to eth sllit ni aeld to tihs awnt asepphr be ufeurt herwe.
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Tetgno btu ehcoci isht noceds vei' wynaya ilfe ym enerv aym my ni ,icohec isrtf my eb. Eocnds get re,ngsytal eocchi i laswya ym. Ho lewl. Ineidv 'xcsuse'e ro ear pu 'sit i lal nntv,tenoirie ahwt fcoomtr ladneig hat,p rsphpae ot fo ot or prhepas hitw heste tsuj ecam a rspehap yfemls terbte asr'o'nes em ti's. .
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Eram?tt apth l'est a,ys rty like im' eurcntr and we it o,t ahtw n,o tfloa teh eherwver efyuaecpll ayswla em raecris ujts ot thavrewe dseo onrdw ton. Yphpa etsl' be. Aks all nac for i ash'tt. .
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,vleo.
Rueuefmt.
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P. S. Ma im' of i s,u yarell pdrou. Knwo ofr dnouisct ti,hs i hdra kdwoer tn'wo tou owh oftfsre i adn we. !no ilfe esgo.

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