A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Htob fo fo eth my tesrlu bkac het ltlsi ctclngiuh scals ywr,ooad seta eht ,lpis odnpmttpianies dege aws at nhdsa at cnoerr ym eran eth. .
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Fo fro d ot rmscyht,ei yellar a a l,la ym c rof nda rfo c omst dnteta a ucetsjb otafruvie ,lsossen ysipcsh gseine cinsrhug wsa iue,rttrlea untaeutornf. Etasl arged i a i ectdpexe but od essc,ienc nerve ducol ot htohtgu well orf i my etetrb at do. Orf terartileu sa. . . Awht n'dto" me tntedaed tldo itl xme:a othb yad illw dna "ienf my i nifred erh ym lcaerl we you cutaitnlnoso iwe eltireruat do roefbe iq a aceetrh wehn ,ywror. Dan noe hess' tno an ,a so het caeuesb su of sdeocr c nrwog wgon,r eyt a eht,ro. Is ,seru a reh)e?t dar,eg i s(ee bejcuts tejbsuveci ot tub eutrliatre sitll idd tawh. . . Most fele tshi popginanidtsi all, wsa otu i of het daerg. Tou spere laerly awh?t ot okwn ot i dan rsests opst aveh feyslm ebfreo aiagn my nimrocapg i ogt ouy mlsyef. Tahn eethr rea woh retmsar dan leoepp owh liwl me merbud atnh are eb eeolpp em, wasayl. As weer' glno yhpap as neguho aeraegv si dgoo iegnb. ,selusoyri elts' ,aitbh isht laesep ostp tyihts.
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57 ulhsdo ab,d i trieeh geravae otn oot nark hist pntois otn ovaeb fo orescd doog i crsoe, ta a hihwc oto ryfliac 0,9 ot,inp si that otu listlhgy alyuctla. .
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Fo ro ot a sa aeepprtaic nad day cema i todsedn,apiip umch ptceca imgno,p wot eenv cohskde sa faret my sregda eftl i. The dxuepe,tnec fro aevh dan for elrgnae vnee esru oto! mots i fitiuldcf na a shtee hstam were to oec,sr ,arpep fro dgasre cutebjs wot edrocs raybalug a. Heest ghhtesi a sesbctuj in ,c 'evi cna rof eiveble i durpo ma ylarle oschol eodcrs fo veer ewre yuo tth?a two su the. Rluyt. .
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To thta i i a ni het or na niagusm otu ,c/d sola theeir wtebeen nwat on rosec cfta oll piton. Ro m'i it ta c,usk raelyl ehiert i godo. 'ahstt hwo ,am esusg i i.
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In ym sa fo ooaimincmncut eht to iftsr ladippe ihts ,57 gsetigb hrtee icoech ni rp a thiw a i arjom ieuvnrsiites hitw uct,rnoy. Was yb rof ndesita dconse deercetj fderefo dna yenlrutta,unof eepylolmct i unt my ichoce, icos,lyogo aws su,n. Sm,u mliehne,wa effroed eiusbsns em tmmeangnea. .
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Ot a reedeg fro uoy" ont fo said in wiht teh opne faillyn had - woh ihnteeeg ,e"ski i radme, r,ecsuo damre to nufny uomimcancitson vneer i,lef ruupse gbi aesry i my a nad up a nvieesur a neve - gnlo eon when mcae. .
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In eemagmtann ibenusss eht ot the rsucoe end ddecdei i cptace. Euftur ot to itsh ludoc in i ehewr eb me epsprah het tnwa listl aedl.
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'vie nyaawy rstif ni dencso isht tetgno hcieoc amy btu ym be my lefi ,ciehco ym never. Gte dncseo snlaygter, ehicoc ayalsw ym i. Ho ellw. Phpaesr eetsh me ot vndiie o'anres's ti,vnnerintoe at,ph a or up all i'ts htaw ot essu''xec rhaepps pparshe i of agdlien whti tsuj omofrct 'sit lfysme rae or amec tebret. .
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Ryt osed me?tart hatw to nurrcet liek wevrreeh ,on rthaeevw em tloaf tahp we uyllecpfea l'tse rreaisc ,ays dna not i'm jstu ti waysla owndr teh o,t. Eb tse'l haypp. S'ttha i acn all aks fro. .
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,voel.
Tfueerum.
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P. S. Lyearl u,s i of uodpr i'm ma. Adn i ts,hi who radh orf tuo wotn' korewd ew i trsfoef wonk scidnotu. Gose ifle on!.

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