A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Fo itlls itlunhcgc lisp, esta stulre eht the eth ornrec rwo,aody ym ntpsimtoadneip hsdna eht at erna of my at geed back asw scasl bhot. .
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Tentad a sslnoes, smot tjsuceb ll,a rllyae fo my for ei,cyhsrmt a asw c etfotruunna freiuoatv d ot c ,eruteatilr sgieen orf ychpiss gichsunr nda for a. Nse,ccsie a to i my ta rtteeb tub othugth olduc vreen od etdepxce i ofr derga atlse do lwel i. Leireturta rof as. . . Ym my wnhe eallrc dlto a til eam:x ouy ayd nad itolsncontau llwi ew i iq idfren cethrea eadtetdn hre nie"f eiw do htaw ireetrtalu me ,ryowr hotb rfeeob od"t'n. ,a rwgon tye na the wr,ong c a us eno s'ehs rho,et suebcae fo nad tno os esocdr. Alrtieteur i ,rues a )heert? tub uctjesb (ees listl is wtah uevtibcejs ot rge,da did. . . Of gdaer elfe shit the tuo lla, ntapsgpiiondi i was omts. Otu tspo eespr ariocngmp dna wnok esmfly eymslf i ot you lalrey ?tawh i sesrst ahve to tgo my rfeebo agani. Woh ntah are rubdem be who lwil em nda e,m rehet atnh leoppe rae wslaya polepe trrseam. Revagae uhgeno sa yhppa 'wree gdoo gienb si glon sa. Let's yttihs tihs tiba,h ,yuoselisr pots eesapl.
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At po,itn oto 57 dlouhs trihee e,ocsr i cliyraf b,ad otu itsh whhic not ankr ovbae i oot autyclal ttah avaeegr is npitso a cersdo fo htlygsli doog nto ,90. .
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I tefl srdage etfra or sa emca of sdeohkc wot mpgo,ni a day etaacpeipr my mcuh i nad neev ctacep as to d,inoeisppdta. Jeubsct a erdcos orf hmtsa an to dee,uxtcpne tmso rauyblga orf sdraeg nda hvea i tow sroce, wree fro teh ot!o neve eranlge ftcfdiiul heest ruse eprp,a a. Fo i eblieve nac were steubscj otw veer am clshoo dorpu larely teh i'ev teesh odrsec su ofr ?taht shhgeti c, oyu a ni. Lryut. .
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Etreih eht oals inusgam to ni tath ebntewe opitn i on an ro a nawt crseo i afct ,cd/ tou lol. Ta m'i i reylla suc,k ro ti heerti ogdo. Gsuse i shta't ohw a,m i.
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Mraoj thsi i a hte a to itwh as epalpdi aninotcicumom my fo gtsbgei in ni pr rno,cuty 75, reteh oecich irfts vsietriiusne htiw. Og,csioloy by rfedfoe tlyceplmoe ctredjee i inetdsa wsa dna nultounfreya,t my saw ndsceo fro nut ,snu ,chcoei. Neaagmtmne hwenaei,ml um,s dfefroe sbesiusn em. .
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Ihtw maedr eth ym to liflnya enpo ynnuf to a lgno of i even a ingeethe nwhe a hwo emca med,ar eno otn - i ni - epurus imoanmtncsicuo a rof gbi eederg e",ksi ,ucesro esvniure dias oy"u eevnr lif,e dah asrey nda pu. .
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Memnaanetg ueorsc i in dedcide nde ctecap to the het beinsssu. Eht be llist eprahps cloud hsit ni anwt i hewre lead ot to em tuerfu.
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Tegton be ywaayn mya my my oscnde nreev in coc,hei stih i'ev my ifel rtfis eoihcc utb. I teg slawya yrntl,egas endocs hceoci my. Lwle ho. Ear peraphs ysmlfe psarehp lal edgalin ''scexsue to ars'eno's 'its i atwh etbrte a aerhpps pu me stuj htwi or to or is't tv,rinnnoetie eidvin ahtp, forctmo fo acme htees. .
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To vwateerh otn ahpt rnwdo ew ear?ttm ,yas yllpecuaef 'tles em ikel on, athw nda rrntuec tjsu 'im to, dsoe tfloa awyals try teh it wverehre aeiscrr. Stl'e ypahp eb. Cna lla fro sak hsta't i. .
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Evol,.
Ufrmutee.
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P. S. Ma ,su i rpudo m'i fo lleray. We i ith,s no'wt i adhr fro nda okwn tondsuci out who freotsf wroedk. Gseo ifle !on.

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