A letter from February 16th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi Noldine, it's me Noldine from the past (2021), well I hope everything is going well so far. Your hair has grown but it is not that long, Nathaniel is growing like crazy and Maeva is kind of suicidal. Your relationship with your Dad is non-existent and your relationship with your Mom is alright as of right now. I'm almost done with high-school and I'm shocked with how much I've done over the years. I hope you fix your relationship with God and things get better in the future because I lowkey hate it here. Speech and Debate is going pretty great right now but I aspire to start breaking into Semis and Finals and eventually make a big name for myself in the Speech and Debate community. I also have a growing love for acting and I hope that I at least participate in one movie/show if I never stick through with that passion, I don't care if it is a small role but I hope it's something special. I have a secret I have only told one person, but I ain't gonna put it on here because I do not know who might be reading this but ifykyk. I honestly do not know what happened to my relationship with Deborah but as your reading, remember to check up on her whether it is through IG or something. Maybe you might be snatched up or skinny or in College by now. I wonder if you'll be sitting on the toilet reading this or six feet underground. I pray that you see this. I don't know why I feel a need to say this but I love you a lot, you are special and you are doing great. Do as much as you can and wait for God to say when to move. Do what it is he has predestined you to do. And after this blast the most nostalgic song you can think of at the moment (I first listened to Sparks by Coldplay). Alright I think I ran out things to say but here are somethings you should know about the time period I was in while writing this: - 15 years old - Feb 16 4 AM in the morning - In the middle when it comes to weight - High School - No current crushes/partners - Close friends = eman, rosie, jada, nesya - acting for career path - I luv margarita LMAAOA that was random bye:>