A letter from February 14th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, So your probably just remembering this letter as you see it but like um I don’t know where to start it’s Valentine’s Day today and **** that **** was lonely I really hope you had someone to spend it with this time. I’ve honestly been not too bad lately I just have my sad times when I really do think no one will ever love me and that honestly hits different I just want someone to hug me like I’m the only one they love and will ever love. I want him to see my flaw and seem they as art as they are beautiful. The guys I want may take more that a year to get to me but I do wish, hope and pray he’s there by the time you see this for out sake. I realise your 19 now maybe things will be different we’ll be happily single idk. I just hope that one day the pillow I hold so tight crying will one day be the guy I love that I will fall asleep hugging instead. Also don’t ******* cry your a bad ***** just a sad one sometimes that just need a guy. And please don’t become desperate and just date someone without the intention of being with him till ***** does you part. Love 14 yr old you we love you and yeah