A letter from February 14th, 2021

Hey. I guess we'll be 19 by now. seems kinda weird, doesn't it? I wonder if blue is still around. are we married? I hope so. we said we would as soon as I got 18. I wonder how life will be with my cousins. will we still be as close? will hinthe still look up so much to Casper? I'm writing this because I slept over at blue's place last night, and we wanted to go down stairs just now. I expressed my concerns about Bojan en Mandy being there. i'm really curious how that'll be in the future. are we celebrating holidays together? because right as of now, i'm pretty sure Mandy doesn't even know my name because I've spoken like 10 sentences with her at the dinner table. and Bojan? I'm kinda scared he's judging me for everything right now. as of Sara, I hope we'll still be friends. i'm not sure though, we're kind of drifting apart already. i'm sure I'll lose contact with Sabine and nilay, but maybe I'll stay in touch with iris and Renee. then Blue. I wonder how we'll be in the future. weve promised to never yell or curse each other out. also to not drink as a regular habit like our parents do. i'm curious, okay? how did we handle grandpa and grandma dying? are they dead? also. do you still watch miraculous ladybug? did you travel, did you take a year to yourself after highschool? are you studying? working? all the love.