A letter from February 13th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I wanted to write you this letter, because i have been feeling really down lately. I also think i might be depressed, even though i would never admit that, i don't want to admit it. I started high school last year in September, i still don't have any friends. I maybe speak to two people Ejona and Aimee. I wish i stayed in Sebia, but I also don't, however now it's too late. I wish I could become an actress, mainly because of Keanu Reeves, I want to go to Hollywood actually. I think this might be a little too unreal, but I don't want to live a regular life. I don't want to be married with a man i don't even love anymore, I don't want to work 12 hours a day and only think about money. I want to travel. In case i have to live ,,normally " i have a plan B i want to become a lawyer. Because of reputation and money ofc. I hope that you enjoy your life now. I want to attend university in Vienna, or like any bigger city, unlike Wels. I hope that all of this pain was worth it, and i hope that you atleast live a life now. Yours Truly, Nika Hajnal(15)