A letter from February 12th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, You know the moments you were unsure about everything. You didn't want to get new friends bc you were scared to lose them? Well, I hope you're doing fine, after all those years loosing and winning. It destroyed me, hope I healed tho. Online classes bc of corona, is corona still there? 2020 was the hardest year of your life when you were 12/13, loosing friends named Giulia, Elijah, Amber, Anniek, Isis and Lilly-Ann. Parents who always told about you when they went to bed, You cried so many times bc of that. Loosing Jessie (Chocolade on discord). How is it going with Finn? Remember that friend you were so close with. Is he still alive or came your deepest fear true? He still alive? ): And what about the friend group you had? Rik, Gijs, Ariël, Lonneke, Zoë, Eias, Teun? Another fear came true? Loosing Zoë, after 13 years (for me) Do you still remember Jana? Your best friend you were rlly close with? I am rlly mad at her, maybe still the same for you? Are you still at the VWO niveau on school? Or did you already graduate? In the 8th class it was very hard to keep up bc of corona, You didn't like Math at all and you loved music and French. How about your class? Still the same? Probally not since it always changes. Some things I'm interested in rn: - A little Anime, just Haikyuu - Mcyt's Like Tommyinnit and GeorgeNotFound and Dream - Musicals (Are you still in the same company? (: ) - Harry Potter - Reading I'm curious about your achievements, I have: - Klimwijs Got Talent 3e prijs (groep 5) - Smokin' Solo's (2018) - Avond 4daagse 2 medailles en groep 8 kamp medaille Oh yeah, groep 8 kamp. That was horrible. No one was your friend and you didn't want them as friends. Atm my weight is 72 kilo, did you get happy with your body? Or still not? What about my study dreams? Pabo in Eindhoven or did you get to the other musical school you also thought about? Some quotes who kept you up: - You don't have to love yourself to be happy, as long as you have people who love you, you can survive (Natalie 2e klas) - The people you are angry with are not the problem, you must forgive them (Kenly online zomervakantie 1e naar 2e klas) You like beer? Hehe (; You don't have to record this if your plan was recording your reaction on this letter, but how are you rlly feeling, and are you happy with it? Just remember that I love you, not the 13 year old me (I hate her) but you, probally 18 now. You always gave advise to others if they felt down, it hurted you sometimes but that's okay for me. Good luck and be a good teacher for the kids. oeh last thing Remember the things you wanted to do in class? Writing the table of 9 down and make a mistake in 1 x 9 so the class was laughing at you, And then telling about how life you hurt about making one mistake, but the other 9 goods were never seen. Please do that for me, I rlly wanted that in my elementry school, so please ):: Ahhhhh I don't want to end this and I have so many storiesss. Oh, I think you can remember Milan, Lars and Jasper. Hehe Sorry I gotta go pay attention to History class, sadly ): I wanna talk to you Don't you dare to forget Kissy, Kyra, Gido, Chicko and Bajo. It was nice to tell everything and let you remember everything Good luck and have fun, because you wanted that so badly <3