A letter from February 12th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I hope you're happy, that's mainly what I'm hoping for but as for right now, in five hours you should be in College 4th year (if my calculations are correct, which usually aren't, and also if you haven't failed, haha remember that ongoing joke?) anyways, I hope medical is going good for you, I chose that stream for you because I thought it would fit, if it didnt, I hope you learned something atleast. I right now can't really see myself living till that age, but if you're reading this wow you ******* made it, and I really really hope you're happy and peaceful with the life choices you've made. Right now mom is sick but shes going to get better. One question I wanna ask though, is the "I love underrated artists and their music" phase still going on? if yes it's not phase, also you're ***, very ***, kinda bi tho but men are **** right now, I don't really wanna hope that you find a good man, but if one made you happy then it's good. If you're sad when you get this, remember the feeling of being free, on a beach wearing flowy silky dress, watching the sunset alone, you're so happy in those small little moments, I hope you read this and get happy. I really do hope you're okay. I love you even if you don't like where you are or where everything is going, I love you and I will forever love you.