A letter from February 12th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hi.......im really upset today...jazz is going away i'll never get to see her again. My monthly tests start in 2 days and idk what to study i hate being so confused. UGHHHHHH also a few days ago... zahra and i were watching a video called "famous vs poor singers" the youtuber was zahra's fav youtuber so anyway um ed was rich and then the youtuber was like "ugh i kinda wish ed was poor cuz... well u just want ur fav celeb to go through smth" that made me kinda mad and i said "that's very wrong to say even rich ppl go through shiot like everyone" and zahra was like "mhm" then i added "u dont have to be poor to go through ****" and zahra got annoyed and told me i was too serious like my mom.....it hurt me so much...........dear future self, believe me, i was out of words......i didnt know what to say........i was so hurt...i thought whatever was going between our parents wont come between us... but it did, didnt it? your 13 year old self