A letter from February 11th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi future me, right now as you know you are probably grown or in high school but yeah honestly I hope your grades are good or you have a good job and life style but right now you have no freedom because you are only 13 your life really is not the best because of corona and nvm that does not matter but at least you are alive right now, right? i'm 13 years old but almost 14 because its the 11th of February but like who decided to spell February like that? it should be 'febuary' but okay......yeah but anyways enough of the past how is it in the future well you know because right now i'm writing to the future? Okay but hows your life? How are old are you? Do you have a car yet? Are you even out of school and if so are you going to college or already there?Did mom let you get nose piercings before the age of 18? If so good for you or me whatever but honestly I hope we could live life like how it was in 2016 it was pretty sick right? I hope you are doing good, also I do really do wanna go to the WNBA but that is gonna take work but I don't want to go to college or school in general because y=mx+b is not gonna help me with how to deal with money or how to pay taxes or even how to take a job interview its just so dumb also and learning about history that was 'white washed' or changed up is dumb but when i'm learning about slavery and about my ancestors that's when i get 100%'s on assignments other then that then noooo..... and I don't need art i'm not trying to go to art school and be an artist and I kinda like English class and because it is needed and to be truthful I kinda like English but when you are working long distance and on a laptop it is kinda pointless and I hate it and its mad embarrassing asking for help online while your whole class can hear lol. And all I do is wake up, get on online school, then sleep and repeat it makes me so tired and annoyed like it makes life so pointless at this point, I just wanna live life like **** bro i'm only 13 about to get grey hairs and **** but yeah sometimes I just wanna **** myself and other times I love being alive its no in between though and as you can tell this little uhhh... what's it called a note? oh yeah a future uhh.... a future note I was right but yeah as you know I don't write long stories or notes unless I want to and as you see I wanted to do this, same as reading for instant if someone tells me to read I will not enjoy it but if I want to I will but yeah if you are reading this you did not **** yourself and i'm proud of you and if you're not you either forgot about this stupid note because you're very forgetful or you either got ****** or ****** yourself or maybe natural cause, that's how I wanna die.... just from natural cause.... you know? and if you aren't me reading this, I could care less if you share this to people or not but don't judge for this but its not like i'm writing anything bad right it depends on other peoples perspective or how they take this note to be but yeah.... back to me oh yeah I hope your friends that you are friends with are still your friends for instance 'Dylan' and your handwriting better be better than before because GAAHH DDAAYYUUMM your hand writing was kinda *** but this note is getting too long and I wanna go play Rainbow Six Siege or Go watch Leefbi or go to sleep..... okay okay that's enough, but I just wanted to say I love you... Sincerly Paris, AKA PastMe to FutureMe also if you are reading this on your birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!