A letter from February 11th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Oi. You there. Hey. How's it going? It's me...from the past. How are you? Um...how's life? You good? How's our relationship with God now? And...are we really bisexual? Are we still scared of love? Are we happy? We have written a book, right? We famous yet? Anyways, I know you're fabulous. I can just feel it. I can't wait to meet you! Ha! And do our parents like...support us still? How's our relationship with that bratty sister of ours? Have we been doing some good? Did we go ahead to study medicine? We did? Good. Are we married yet? Hehe. Did we...find someone who'd love us yet? Tell them I was secretly waiting for them. Mum always said we'd find love one day even when we said we wanted to be alone for the rest of our lives. I secretly hope she's right. We have a pet. I just know we do. Name? We still watching anime? Good. Okay. I have nothing much to say. You know, we were once in a really dark place. Not gonna lie, suicide was on our mind 24/7. I just hope it's not the same. We were afraid of being judged so bad but we couldn't let others be judged. We were...caring, loving, a bit bad ***, rude but we were loved. Right now, I'm on my bed about to watch anime. Anime really...helped us. God obviously did too. Sometimes, I like to think God helped us discover anime. It taught us so much. About friendship, love, devotion, forgiveness, happiness, depression... It taught us that even in the darkest of times, there's that little light and if we pull it hard enough, the darkness sooner or later goes away. People judge us for loving it but...it's okay. I love my God, I love anime, I love my friends, my family....you... And to our future lover, break my heart and imma beat your ***. I may seem lowkey bad *** but don't test me. Ya hear me? Anyways...are we still friends with Dorcas, Kamilla and Hauwa Nura? Tell them I said hi. Ha...I'm tired of typing. Imma go now. Remember though, we struggled a lot. We fought a lot to keep our minds grounded. Never let anything pull us down cause imma best your ***. I love you. I know you'll be amazing. Peace out love. From, Past me