A letter from February 10th, 2021

hey farah from 2025, By the time you get this, I hope you are with your cats living your best life. Hopefully, we are facetiming a lot more and see each other frequently and on the 19th just because that's the first time we had seen each other in person and that date holds a place in my heart forever now. In 2016, when I had first met you.. I think it's quite obvious how I felt about you LOL. If I knew how much of an impact you'd have on me, I would've been a lot more nicer to you. Even though 2016 is a long time from now, I still feel really bad about it and wish I treated you a lot more better when we had first met. I'm sorry if I had ever made you feel unloved by me, despite me acting like a complete ***** towards to you, I still had a lot of love and care about you, mans was just terrible at showing it back then. Maybe in 2025 I am better at showing my appreciation towards you? I hope!! Forget 2016 though, that was a horrible year for everyone really. Let's talk about 2020 and 2021. Us becoming a lot closer to each other was the best thing that had happened to me, I know I've said it a lot but I really mean it. You've changed my perception of everything that I never thought I'd do. My belief in God isn't the strongest but in around May time I really think God did bring us together because he knew we needed each other. Around May time when we did start talking again, I was at my complete lowest and I had ran away from all my friends and was not talking to anybody. things were bad during may 2020 and then you came along. You really did help me overcome my sadness and made me feel wanted at the time of my lowest just by simply being you and talking to me, well at least trying to because I was pushing you away while you were trying your hardest. Your commitment to trying to talk to me really made me feel special and wanted and I can't thank you enough for being there for me during that time whether you knew it or not. September 19th, 2020. We met! After a lot of difficulties of not being able to see each other we finally did. I was a little shy because I didn't know how to act. Meeting you was the highlight of my 2020. It was a lot of fun despite us having a limited amount of time to hang out with each other because.. SOMEONE no names.. came a little late. Other than that, the day was fun and left me smiling for the whole day too. Meeting again in December 19th 2020 was also a good day! It was a lot of fun and felt a lot closer to you when I had met you again, I didn't feel as nervous then! Hopefully the more we meet each other, I'll become less awkward!! I'll never forget our little sushi date in CEMETERY. Casually eating vegetable sushi and pigeons trying to get a nab of our food. P.S I hope I had shown how much I love you during that time because I gave you almost all of the king prawn in the spicy seafood ramen !! Hopefully when we see each other, we still get the seafood ramen. Anyways, I hope 2025 you is treating you well and you've gotten a lot better. In 2020-2021 you weren't feeling your best and stuck on someone and regretting things. I want you to know that everything that happened between you and her was not your fault. Your paths weren't meant to be and that's okay. Not every path are meant to connect to each other. Other than that, I hope you're flourishing because you deserve it so much. You're the greatest person I have in my life and treasure you so much. Please take care of yourself because if you don't.. I'm afraid we're not going for some sushi at the cemetery! Also, you will get better, you're so strong, stronger than you think. I love you so much and thank you for being my best friend. I'm so blessed to have you in my life. I'm always going to be here for you, I've been saying this for years and I will always mean it. We fruit baskets together!! <3 P.S I told Haarisa about me writing you this and she wanted to be included in it (weirdo much????) Anyways, I'm sure that's just her trying to say hi to you LMAO BYEEEE 2025 Farah!! I LOVE YOU !!!!! <3 I just remembered lmfao how's the debut in korea going girl?? - Junat