A letter from February 10th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Dear FutureMe, Well if you're reading this then you're still around. Good for you, I hope you found a way out of the pain and that things are different now. How is life? Global pandemic? Economy? Who's the most recent F1 World Champion? This is 5 years on so it was grandma's 99th birthday yesterday. That's cool. Do you still write to her? You're 19 now. Is your life everything you thought and more, do you live in Italy working for Prema and have you travelled with your best friend? I really hope so and I also hope your relationship isn't too bad with your parents right now but if it is please try and fix it for me before it is too late. Speaking of, how are the grandparents? At the time of writing, grandma wasn't too well and I suspect reading this in the future might be tough due to the development of aforementioned illness. You better have a boyfriend because if you are still a lonely ***** then that sucks for you. What's going on right now like I'm not really sure what to say. I hope you lost the weight and you're living a cool life and everything's great for you right now because you deserve it. I say 'you' like we aren't the same person but in many respects I hope we aren't. Together, we have been through a lot of trauma and maybe come out the other side? Maybe it's gotten worse but maybe you fought as hard as you could and it was enough. You deserve to be happy and I hope your appreciative of everything that I did for you haha.