A letter from February 8th, 2021

******* coward, What the ****,how are you right now?i can't feel emotions.went through one sided love didn't confess from fear ****** with my heart and then this mind of mine resorted to write poems,im at ease.wrote 45 poems or so in 1-2months time pretty ****** right.anyways I hope you are at ease caus eim not and by the way I wanted to ask you have been staying in contact with ojeij,and all?like your old friends?you still cry silently?doesn't matter for I do.im a bit careless haven't decided what to do yet in my career.im still a child behaving like a baby. imma make this letter public so who ever is reading this I hope your day is good im from India,a 17 year old. Anyways:I don't want you to marry and have kids,don't grow weak,don't make lots of friend(I don't expect you to)but be happy if not satisfied. See you soon(what about lixbjti?you still love her.) M.V