A letter from February 5th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Is it a dystopian society where you live? Do you still have your condo? Or did you lose it all due to the depression of 2020-2021. I am watching youtube right now. The topic of Time magazine stating that there was a cabal that worked behind the scenes to make Biden the winner. A shadow group. Do you think that is true? Sometimes I feel like I am the only one thinking out of the box. The government is going crazy. People are losing their heads over covid-19. Some people lost their jobs and are just feeding off of unemployment. My co-workers are losing their jobs come March. I am worried. I am looking for other jobs right now. But with the economy the way it is, I don't think there are much jobs, specially in Illinois. My BF wants to move to Florida, but we are both broke so thats out of the question. The future is so bleak I feel helpless and just always irritated at how stupid people are. I got into and argument with someone on FB due to FB and big techs blocking Trump on twitter and shutting down other platforms for conservative views. I am really scared for the future. I hope you are reading this and just laughing at how crazy I sound. I really hope you are better off now than I am now (2/5/2021.) Sorry to say this, but I don't think I want kids for us. I don't think I want kids to grow up in all of this sadness. I feel bad for my nephews because they are so deprived of the things they should enjoy. They are going to be standoffish with other people because they didn't get to spend time with kids their own age. They can even hug anyone anymore. The fear built in society is deafening. It is defeating. I can't even see friends and family. I know someone who died from covid. So I feel real ****** when I complain about being held back due to covid. But I don't think we should live in fear. They found vaccines fro crying out loud. I really hope your 4o1k is holding up. I hope from now until you read this message, your investments grew so you can retire comfortably. I have Florida to look forward to, and you to look back at. Was it a happy memory? I hope so. :)