A letter from February 3rd, 2021

Date: February 1st, 2021 Dear Dumb Boi I am you but in the past. I am different from everyone else for sure. I hope to have a happy life and good job. Be close to the ones I love and make sure I’m not lonely. I fear of many things including wondering how I turn out to be. My biggest fear of all though is being alone and by myself. I dream of having a intelligent and caring wife with two kids who at least behave. I have many problems and my biggest is anger issues I don’t know why I get so mad but hopefully by then you have it controlled and settled. I like how I am smart and gifted with many skills and can do what I love. I hate being insecure and shy and scared of anything new. That’s who I am now hopefully I’m not that bad. I currently live in el paso Texas a two-story house. I sleep and live in the loft upstairs. I’ve never been inside of my school but I’m sure its nice I’ve seen it but haven’t been inside it. All the houses around me are brand new and some houses aren’t even built yet I have nice neighbors and a beautiful neighborhood. My town is pretty good different from Cali for sure but good. I love going out anywhere that’s quite and alone so I can sit breathe and listen to my music. My chores currently are to do the dishes. TOTALLY ISNT WHAT TRIGGERED MY HAND EXCEMA. I don’t have an allowance whatsoever and never will. I have two dogs 1 bird two turtles and a bunch of fish. I currently have no religion and don’t plan on I having one all I know is that there is god and it everywhere all at once. I loveeee reading non-fiction books my favorite books currently is the maze runner series. I love music more than anything I listen to many people but some of my faves are drake, Michael Jackson, roddy ricch, khalid, and juice wrld. That is my world currently. My hobbies consist of playing video games and that’s it. On the past time ill read play games or just listen to music and chill. I’ve only played one sport and that’s soccer you should know that but just in case you forget there it is. My favorite foods are my dads ribs and xxtra flaming hot Cheetos. So far I only spend my weekends playing games with my best friend brock. This is what I do. I have two brothers and one sister. One mom and one dad. My biological father lives in Cali (p.s. please go talk to him and see how he’s been sometime he still is you’re the guy who gave you life). I have too many uncles to count, And two awesome grandparents. I have friends but they are all in Cali I love my friends like brothers they are there for me and I’m there for them no matter what. My best friends are brock and kiflom. I am currently a single pringle but don’t keep it that way please. I have one crush but she probably doesn’t like me like always all I need to do is ask her until then ill keep to myself. I admire my dad the most he works harder than anyone and provides for his family he deserves the world and more. My lil brother annoys me a lot I just hope he doesn’t annoy anyone else. Those are people in my life. I predict you will at least have a job and a place to live. I want you to be a master chef and play music as a hobby until that is fulltime. My long range intentions are to live as long as I can and leave a good life for my kids and make sure they have the best I can give the something goes to my hopefully significant other. I look forward to meeting people and to seeing Jozlene grow up. I dread of having to go to awkward meeting and celebrations with anyone cause its cringy. I hope that the world has surprises for you around every corner. I fear for the world beating us down. If you’re in college that’s cool but I don’t know if I want to go to college or not. Marry someone who is broken so then you both can talk about your flaws and your scars. Sincerely, Isaiah Hernandez