A letter from February 1st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I chose to do one of these for 5 years later this time. it’s february first and we just got accepted to all four schools that we applied to: conestoga, fanshawe, georgian, and humber. my number one right now is conestoga because it’s the closest and has the best services and stuff. but i’m feeling fanshawe a lot because i like the dorm a lot more. georgian and humber are my last, especially humber because it has to be a single room for first year students. i hope we figured out life by now and i really hope we are glad that we took interior decorating. i hope we have a good job and maybe even our own place. i hope we figured ourself out and got the help we needed and i hope we are finally confident and happy in our own skin. i just finished watching julie and the phantoms season one. i’m so glad i started watching it, i am literally in love with luke/charlie gillespie. if we don’t marry someone like him then we’re not getting married, i don’t make the rules sorry. i’m super scared to move away. i feel like i’m making the wrong decision but i’m also excited. i’m excited to make new friends and start fresh and be who i wanna be i guess. ella and i aren’t really close anymore which sucks a lot. we get into fights a lot and she never apologizes but gets mad at me because i don’t apologize. but keira and i are becoming closer. we’re in lockdown again and have been since boxing day. i’m out of a job again but i think i can apply for CRB and get free money. it’s really frustrating because i just want to live life and have fun before i have too many responsibilities. i’m hoping to have the time of my life at school but that’s only if it’s not online still. i hope covid is gone and you’ve been on tons of trips and stuff. i hope faith is having a blast in high school and i hope she has some actual good friends. i hope jordan is having fun at uni. and i hope hanna is having fun at mckay. i think she would be graduating this year so that’s exciting. to be honest i hope you have or have had a boyfriend by now because if not i’ll literally be disappointed in us like that’s pathetic. i hope you are still journaling and have found better ways to cope with our stress and anxiety. anyway i guess that’s it for now. don’t forget you’re beautiful and amazing just the way you are. love, yourself in 2021 February 1, 2021