A letter from January 31st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hi sarah, how are you? I hope you have lasted until today, that you have overcome and healed your traumas and hurts that you have been silent for so long, besides those painful nights trying to find reasons to blame yourself for what happened ... even if at the same time the self me writing this letter i know i was a helpless child ... i hope you are happy with yourself and you are not drowning your sorrows in addictions like work or other things, i hope you are on good terms with god i hope you finally had the courage to carry out those projects for help those most in need, we are surviving in this wild and cruel world, I hope you never stop fighting, because when night fell the only person who felt the pain in your chest from crying about things that happened in the past was you, please keep living. I also hope that you continued to take care of your family even from afar and even though they hurt you so much, they are unique in this life, I hope you solved your problems with yago because you wavered a lot, he was the person perfect for you as a friend, he is a person who is also hurt and you know that the two of you together would change the world I think ... but first of all the only person you should trust and love is you forever. By now at this moment I hate myself im so mad and angry with humans, im mad at the world and it hurts I hope you are feeling better right now at this moment.