A letter from January 28th, 2021

Ohslco in. Hte dan otuab lla i nac hiknt si tasp. Erfebo 0022, vdioc febero. Os nuicsghr ootn mnya haev wond i all taht treesgr me ’sit. So **** many ups. Shanecc sdimes. Abkc fo at 4 thugor,h the eebn ewhn hhig ntohngi eelf e’vi eaysr i oolk i hocsol. ’im tgnacilos ton. Eht v,ero eevn furteu tno phpay t’is icedtxe im’ fro ro. Tis’ pphnedea emnshiotg htta utsj. ’ndot i aglsitn sromieem ,good haev. Of vestne i avhe sruptiec ’odtn.
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Lal i tfel ouaifttrsnr hnew hoompsero was a i swa. Ahet. Kool ees skdi eorht i tseeh dna i lal ehac herto eraaldy rae atht wkon ranoud. Lohocs i ihgh ot lamls mgneat a tnwe. Vreeenyo oltmsa shoolc the mfro ecma deimld amse. Veah etyh iotrsyh. I emth? solre i? etg ,fat oldastei rdnugi a ni ithw asw ot hpermooos lgyu uspopeds ngaerrst ocdvi saw ohw. Nwe enhramsf heaccn as ot i etme pelpeo iglrneta taht a desmsi. .
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Aetylmeern tme hiwt ot i i diks netw. Asnrsrgte wno heyt’re tmeclpoe. Tfi ni ym nokw eevn on,w i srfendi itwh eavh i evenr ill’. Uittwho em gupro eyth wonk asthc vahe i. Ujst meldid all hatt nad ehty tsi hgaul epnedahp otgr,heet hyte tno latk i ni terih oinwngk iidnse **** iewlh ejko hte hlosco bauto. Of ,dnefsir haev rndsefi orsteh nowk dan teyh. Tgo to tub ’tehyre ’elv lal em. I ehva rednisf idsefrn ndt’o of. Vahe ’tdon i cnenoisntco. Tod,ueisr nkwo i ill’ an het alaswy be nrloe.
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Edteffca dseiacamc it ym. Ytr want dt’ndi to i. Aetfr in e,ntw ni?top awlked aahpty swa thwa the srofrtainut eht hte. Wtih ijroun yrea saw thnagnyi tno iarngc ldefil btoua ym. Asegrd pleipsd my. Ryt ta i esbt nddt’i nyhgnait ym. Ustj retosh ntdewa to ot i ntngiaw ymlfes **** dseatin fo onw ****. Dlwuo kiel nectio not ’sti ywnaya oynnae. .
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This erehw ma is onw i. Ngcair …nojtsut. I ayd all xnet iutvvjsns…uirg, vore nda tenh the nluit irmgfoenpr do giana snutfconi vr,rasei dyobli ti.
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Em cassre atwh thta thhgotu scrspeo is. Ieootnm lefe eavh febore eilk i tjsu tdn’o i. .
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Bcak to rfnides i yhppa, i ,oscohl mddile ehwn vhae olko m’i arel. And tasf htclaeti mi’. Ni wsa at teh nda letecaeracd lassc of ti hte i top too. ******* i ni slohoc ldemdi keepda. ******* dsa.
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Nto now gniivl ’im but. Betrte pu ont dna ady lnefige eth slepe gogin aignwk tenx ’im ot. Akms no islem nda dna kfea hcloso ni meka nad kesjo put a i auglh. Nyhiatgn of but tndo’ ihnkt dnfylo i. Nda ocem ’mi ’tdon and katl i iqeut, i hm,eo. .
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Duv’eloc hawt ile nad dna i utsj been nikht its otuab. Ddi if ot i takl gril ttha. Ddi if htcwa my xeicerse dna itgwhe i. Dlcuo oijn i nadb olpepe i if if ddi theri kas. Poeelp fi adyrale idd i kwno.
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Npudos ma nwo 514 i. Ot i rgade edus ni eb 012 8th. My ni hsuilggs is etginrhvye dboy. I urn lows. Uto giev my serfta lsgnu. Lnagwik a rcwek mi’.
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Htaw? so ntoi e,lcogel otg i.
Gondi so im’ oct,r ha?tw.
Tkea asy aionct dna lwil to od the hetse ti n,tghsi i i i lffulli. Utb otn m’i odupr. ’im yhppa not. I vj…metsutenmso akem all ’its. .
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I eusoprp htgotuh amyr me doulw a eth vgie. Utb ’ntod i efel ti.
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Ogal renoyma aehv dtno’ ni efil i aerergt a. .
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Cdersa uretfu het ’im otn of. Odt’n caer i even ti butao. Teh ot atys twan apst ni i. 2810 bakc gnaia ot lal i cna start me kate peleas os eovr.