A letter from January 28th, 2021

Looshc in. Nca tspa i ubaot lla dan ihntk is hte. Breeof divco erofbe 20,02. Rtsreeg thta shirugnc so toon vhea anmy ’ist odnw i all em. Ynam so usp ****. Siemds cashenc. Erasy look kbac nntihgo fo hutrohg, ocoshl i ta hte nehw ’eiv 4 hhgi i ebne eelf. Ont oiltcsnga m’i. Haypp rfo vnee ve,ro deeixtc nto fuertu im’ si’t het ro. Ts’i sutj npdeahpe htta eiomstngh. Ndto’ oodg, ahve i mmoeeirs gltsina. I haev dtno’ criuspet of ensvet.
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Saw was a all orespomoh i i tfel rfinttruaos ehnw. Aeht. Nkwo ees i i ehtro nda nradou haec oethr atth lkoo lal araedly ksdi aer eshte. Ghhi locohs mllas a naetgm ot wtne i. Esam rfom ddmiel hcoslo asotml yreenvoe het amec. Hvae iosytrh tehy. Ot ohw i ylug was in ?i a srmepohoo iovdc swa h?mte egt f,at atioedsl tansgerr suesppdo itwh uidgrn osrle. Meet smrehfna i ecnahc inlatrge a to wen eelppo as msides ttah. .
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Ntwe twhi i tem i earyelntme to diks. Angtrsser nwo ’yehret eptlomec. Srefidn nowk enev fit my vahe wtih enevr ni i on,w l’li i. Titohuw i hstac veah purog ehyt kwon me. And hte pnaepedh tno ni niside **** hulag trte,oheg ethy i utbao eokj ielwh eyht ngwnkio deidlm tjsu lal tsi hoslco hrite atkl htat. Fensdir yteh of dna toerhs ernsi,df eavh ownk. To tyhe’re ogt me lla ev’l utb. Dt’no i fo ahve sirndef finerds. Iccosnneont i dnt’o ahve. Eb kwon di,rtseuo lasayw i an onrle het l’li.
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Fectedfa ti my scmdeaica. Ot antw t’nddi try i. Saw daklwe usoritrftan in eht tpaahy wath eht pino?t tfear ewn,t het. Lldeif roiunj my wsa nto yrae cgrnia htiw utoab innaythg. My lpeidps sgeard. My at tesb i ti’ddn rty ihnntgay. Of to ainedts ysefml to throes **** **** i nngiawt wtneda wno sjut. Dluwo keil toinec ’sit enynoa nywaay ton. .
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Won this ma i si erwhe. Airngc jutsot…n. Ufcnionst rveo ingaa i odibly tulni ayd uvujv…s,nstgrii ti txen epofrmngir od the lal nad ehtn sr,eaivr.
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Htaw uothhgt is em rcsaes ttah escosrp. Kiel tsju ’notd i feel evha ootmein obrfee i. .
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Edsrfin i elra i’m ot eavh s,cholo emdldi i ckab loko ehwn pya,ph. Mi’ atlectih fast adn. In ti ratldecaece swa tpo het and at of oto clsas i eht. Lemddi i ochslo ******* in aepekd. ******* asd.
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M’i nwo tno utb livign. Engfeil rtteeb dna pesel pu gniwak giogn entx teh ot not mi’ yda. Maks oshloc adn no ni i a afke esiml glauh nda keam nad tup keojs. I tbu hktin on’dt gyitanhn of ndyflo. Moec and qietu, i i ’odnt h,ome mi’ adn klta. .
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Nda uevdolc’ ile i neeb oatbu tis and ahwt tujs iknht. Tath i ilgr ot alkt idd fi. Srceeixe if actwh i ym adn wgtihe idd. Ndba i lopeep if odclu i ask hitre idd if onij. Did if yalaedr epelop i nokw.
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Ma 514 own upnsdo i. Ht8 be used to 012 dgaer ni i. Is yrghtnivee doby ni my uhsgsgli. Slow unr i. Nsgul my giev uot sfatre. Kewrc i’m giwnalk a.
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I tgo ,loeeglc so tahw? tion.
Crot, htwa? indog im’ so.
Itshng, i het adn ehtse ti fulllif ncoait i ktae ot ysa i do lwli. Utb ton i’m durpo. Ypahp ont mi’. Ekam all si’t i mouestnvmjtes…. .
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Rpospue teh oudlw a em evig i yamr gthhtou. ’tond efle i utb it.
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Laog haev in gerater i ermyano eifl otdn’ a. .
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Hte ecsard ftreuu ont mi’ of. Ti oaubt nvee i rcea td’on. Wnat to ni het stya past i. Ovre atek lal em os to i 2018 cna esplea trsat abkc iagan.