A letter from January 28th, 2021

Ni slocoh. Eht nda cna batuo lla i si itknh sapt. Ocvdi 20,20 boeefr rfboee. Heva em nmay ’sti so oton i htta lal wdno hgnurisc getrser. Spu myna **** os. Chacens dmsesi. Bnee i ghhi hcoslo of asrey hnwe nnhgtoi i the efel abck oolk 4 e’vi u,hgohrt at. Tno ’im lgcntisoa. St’i pphya ton ’im evne uutfer r,ove txdecei hte orf or. Dahepnep htat sjtu ghoisnetm si’t. Veha agnlsit otnd’ dgoo, rmsmioee i. Epsrtcui vhae i fo nteevs tdn’o.
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Ewnh letf i i all a frntoratsiu wsa aws hoorsomep. Thea. Wkon aer caeh lla throe etrho oolk ksdi i rudnao nda aarldye ehest ttha i ese. Ohcslo llmsa to i a ntew hhgi atnmge. Ormf came eildmd mltsoa yvneeeor eams ooclsh eth. Heyt ahve isrtoyh. Tge swa oohsemrpo ihtw a to grstanre i slero in fta, ocivd i? hmt?e grniud swa adtsolie opdsesup how ylgu. Sa a wne leagrtni peopel ahtt nfesrmah to teme i ssdiem caenhc. .
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Tme to tnew i hwit i ytnmlareee sidk. Rsegstrna hterey’ mepcleto own. Fit evnre ill’ ihwt in i evah i owkn sidefnr enev ym won,. Etyh chtsa i pourg hvea kwon owtuthi me. Sjtu hlewi atht het hyet all **** glahu altk ohclos ledmdi tno in ethy touab disine dan eaehnpdp ,hrteteog hteri ekoj its i ogknwni. Defnsr,i of definrs tyeh onkw aevh otersh nda. Le’v lal me to ’rheeyt ogt utb. ’tndo i rdfiens avhe fsderin fo. Tnonncoseci ahev i dto’n. Alwysa nokw het i enorl an diuo,tsre ll’i be.
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Ti ecdtafef csedcaaim ym. To rty anwt dtn’di i. Twha aws ytpaah eht nfritsuotra ni nop?it tewn, atref elkadw het teh. Swa not iflled my yare oatub whti gcrnia jiruon htgaynni. Ym sieplpd radesg. Dind’t i my yithanng estb tyr at. Fo **** i tgwanni to sfeylm won jsut ot **** hetsor esdnita ntawde. Owdul ton yanwya tis’ onneay ontice elki. .
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Si i ma iths rhwee nwo. …totusnj ancigr. Eht fmperorign iaang ntex od g…snuvutij,rvsi cnsnfouti it revo i bldiyo all niutl nda neht ady avsrir,e.
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Is ttha atwh me cersas oscerps htutogh. Kile i sutj veah i iomnote eefl dtno’ feerbo. .
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I back rnfsdie im’ olsh,oc ot hyapp, eral i oklo ewhn heva ledmid. Dan sfat teiahtcl im’. Eth fo was letdccaerea ta acsls ni top ti too het i and. Edmlid ******* eedpka i schloo in. ******* ads.
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I’m now ont ubt livign. Ady netx m’i hte to up ienfegl igngo lpese dna not tbeetr ignwak. Faek on and meak mska tup and eslmi ghual hcolso i dna jekso in a. Ylondf htnki ubt of dno’t i yhnantig. Kalt ’odtn nda i dan i meoc i’m ,eohm qeti,u. .
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Tsi obtua dleovcu’ eli usjt adn thnik i hwta nad bnee. Did rlig thta fi lkta i ot. Ieghwt if ym i adn eiecsxer achwt did. Ddi i eepopl ksa rtihe fi olcud adnb fi nijo i. Nwko if ldaraey ddi i oplpee.
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I now 145 ounpsd am. Udes 8th 012 i eb ot in aergd. In gsgulshi si gerytnhvei ym ydbo. I urn lsow. Tfesar nlgsu ym eivg tou. ’mi kainlgw a ekrwc.
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Gto i ntio os oellc,ge haw?t.
Tc,or awt?h so ndiog mi’.
I nsg,iht llwi heest od ktea dan ti ot i ysa llfulif hte i inctoa. Ubt rodpu ton i’m. Aphyp otn i’m. Utvotejs…mnsme ’tis all meka i. .
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Egvi a em gohthut mray eth i ppreuso wdolu. Tub ti lefe ’ndot i.
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A d’nto hvea ni normaye geerrat i galo efli. .
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Im’ acrsed not of the feurut. Ti ’tnod evne autbo reca i. Ysta wtna in i to the psta. Esaelp 0128 erov trtsa ackb so em i all gaain taek ot can.