A letter from January 28th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey man. It's you. Its thu. Jan. 28 at 12:29 AM. Like the middle of the night. Liz is on your left sleeping. And your baby is in your chest sleeping. Its so adorable. I didn't know i could love like this. Right now your going through the hardest part of your life. Your so angry and you feel so unwanted but at the same time you feel so blessed and your so greatful and calm. Right now your a struggling pro wrestler and you just want to make it. Your heart says cmll but right now you just want to live your dream no matter who it's with. Your so poor in the u.s right now. We have like 83$ in the bank i think. Its so rough. Aew is giving out dark matches and oppurtunities to so many cats being brothered in. And here you are poor as hell. Overtrained as hell. Hungry as hell and nobody wants you. Loko wrestling has put you off for like 5 shows. And why wouldn't they. You hard the worst performance of your life at vanguardia dec. 27. Man you were getting over a respiratory infection. Idk. Maybe it's an excuse. The only thing i want you to know is right now. Even though your in hell, and we're struggling so bad right now....the love you have learned and have felt overcomes it all. (Also i forgot to say the irs hasn't payed the $600 2nd stimulus check and you really need it and we're having problems registering La Bola for Mexican citizenship and dont even get me started on american citizenship) anyway LOVE. Love that you feel from Liz's family and from God is love that has been absent your whole life. It was always there you just didn't know how to accept it or didn't recognize what it was (god) but now you can give that love to la bola. And you can calm your heart. Aron. Idk where your at in the world right now but i hope your less lazy, and your successful. Please i hope we are wrestling for a living at this point. Please don't ever give up on your dreams. For us. And remember all those thoughts everytime you see someone in need. Please be a billionaire. Start companies to feed children and people on the street. Save the world man please. Nobody deserves to be in pain. Serve God and let people see his power through your actions. I love you Brett. I love you Bola. I love you Liz. Thank God.