Happy Bday once again

Well, how are you? still afraid of the future? As for now, when I write this letter, I feel so ******* afraid what might happen. Anxiety level at 💯. Girl, please go see a therapist about this. ANYWAYS! I really do hope you get that job, because you know that you’re working hard to get it, even though sometimes you feel like meh, now doing enough. BUT YOU ARE OK? Do you have your own house already? God I hope you do, because we both know how much it sucks to live under other people’s roof and feel like a burden. Well, before it gets too depressed, I hope you now know how much loved and appreciate you are by everyone around you, even if you doubt that sometimes. Last time I wished to be in tokyo celebrating the 24th, but here I am, stuck in the same city and in a middle of a global pandemic, where the president is psychopath who don’t give a **** bout other people. (also, go see a therapist about how much you hate him). So, this time, all I’ll wish for you, future me, is that you are fine. That you have a roof over your head and that you feel safe, no more paranoia or anxiety. Life’s good, I guess. Whatever comes is a gift. Bye for now