A letter from January 23rd, 2021

Hey Nikky, It's currently Jan 23, 2021, 10:17 am. How are you? Can't believe you're already 20. That's insane. How's the TikTok for you page lately? You could probably post this and get famous. I'm still stuck in this pandemic, you better be out of it by now. Did you land a kickflip yet, poser? How's Lucy, Lily, David, Joeli, Sophia, Amanda, Ipek, and Emma? Text them, I dare you. I'll tell you a bit about myself, or... yourself? Wait, what. I'm writing this while in a zoom meeting, guess for what? Drivers Ed! Did you get it? I'll probably be doing my written test in a couple of weeks. Hope I pass. Did you end up becoming a stripper? How's the youtube channel? Did you reach 50 subscribers yet? Did you get that tattoo yet? Have you tried crack? Oh! Have you had you're first kiss yet?? How was it? Did someone put their ***** in your ****** hole yet? Hahaha, I'm sorry. Or did a girl put a ***** inside you? Are you still into girls? Have you gone on pornhub yet? I'm still too scared to. Let's have a little Q and A. I love those. Who's your best friend? 15 yo Nikky: David What's your favorite color? 15 yo Nikky: Sage Who's your favorite artist? 15 yo Nikky: Tyler The Creator What's your favorite show?... is it still Euphoria? 15 yo Nikky: ... yes Where are you currently situated? 15 yo Nikky: My pink couch in my indie bedroom in Prince Edward Island in mum and dad's house, okay nvm now I'm taking a **** in the upstairs bathroom. Who's your favorite Minecraft Youtuber? 15 yo Nikky: Stampy (or Dream) How much money do you have in the Tesla jar? (remember to name it Trevor once you get him) 15 yo Nikky: $5,000 What's your rice purity score? 15 yo Nikky: 74 What's your go-to comfort food? 15 yo Nikky: Mum's tomato soup and a root beer float Where's Honey? 15 yo Nikky: She's in my loft :) What's your dream vacation spot? 15 yo Nikky: Tokyo, Japan When's the last time you snuck out with Lily and Lucy? 15 yo Nikky: September 5, 2020. 11PM-6AM. What's your biggest insecurity? 15 yo Nikky: The bump on my nose When's the last time you smoked? 15 yo Nikky: Jan 9, 2021, 2:07 PM. What's your current part-time job? 15 yo Nikky: Facepainter/Waterpark Worker Have you ever dined and dashed? 15 yo Nikky: Nope. When's the last time you shoplifted? 15 yo Nikky: Jan 8, 2021 (HelloKitty bandaids) What's the most interesting thing that's happened to you? 15 yo Nikky: Threatened to be arrested after climbing a Sobey's building. What's your dream? 15 yo Nikky: See me on screen in a movie theatre. What's a secret you're still keeping from mum? 15 yo Nikky: I borrowed $500 worth of stuff in the past 6 months... or I've been smoking weed... or that one night at 5:00 AM when you found Lily, Lucy, and I in my room when I told you we were at their house for a sleepover and we lied about how we got there, and there was a dude in my closet when you came in... or I'm getting a mod after exams. What's the thing you're most stressed about atm? 15 yo Nikky: My first semester of high school exams this Monday. How many things have you crossed off your ****-It-100 Bucket List? 15 yo Nikky: 0 What's your favorite quote? 15 yo Nikky: we live to die another day. Who's your crush? 15 yo Nikky: Jack H... should I put his full last name? Or Menna M. What are your opinions on the future? Is it still the most terrifying thing ever? How's the anonymous mental health diary account? Did you make it to 2026? Or did your fears take over? If you haven't made it, it's okay. I love you. If you did, I'm so ******* proud of you. Is Dad still a ****? How's mum? Are she and Lily still the people you love most in life? You better still be that regret-free spirited child you were 5 years ago. On a scale from one to zero, are you happy? and if you're crying right now... Haha, ***** *** chink. Love, Nikky.