A letter from January 20th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, you will have changed for the better by now I hope. Are we still dating Nathan? Are we dating women yet?? Did you ever figure out your *********. Did we get over the rape??? Did you ever get that money from NM??? Please tell me we at least grew to 5'4". What place did we take in the medical field? Are you a nurse, in med school? or are you a therapist? You should be proud of yourself for making it this far, unless were dead in that case I am talking to myself. I guess thats the case either way though right? Are we able to help Maddy and Robert? Are they safe? If not please help them, they do not deserve to be treated the way we were. If Nathan's there tell him I say hi, if not reach out and say hi anyways, its always good to catch up. Unless he cheated or something worse, in that case **** him. We deserve better. Don't settle for another abuser okay? if you're unhappy in a relationship get out right now. I don't care if theres a baby or no money. You take that kid and leave, remember what we went through BREAK THE GOD*** CYCLE. You are better than our ancestors, so do better. Not just for yourself but for the world, yes literally the whole ******* world. get into research like we wanted or pediatric oncology, change and save lives for all those who we couldn't save along the way. we deserve happiness by making others happy. This is your duty and your legacy. you are not where we came from or who our parents are. Do this for you and for your siblings. Hopefully we are better, if not keep trying, Alex 2021 (22 years old) <3