A letter from January 19th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Dear future Sophy, Hey girl, remember me, probably not but while you're reading this I want you to think about these questions are you happy? Is Corona over? Is the family still their? How are the babys? Are you healthy? Do you fall into depression again?Anyways moving on this is 13 year old you talking to 18 year old you crazy right.but i guessing driving was a big thing for you to learn because right now i'm wishing i could drive because this world right now is not it i just needa get away from the racism,disrespect,riots.is all of that done now i hope so how's mom she almost 50 right wow is she doing ok i hope she stopped smoking did she ge covid like your worried about now hopefully not i want you to remind her that she is a beautiful woman when you read this and tell her thank you for everything.also one more thing did you let you know who go yea that girl the one that kept leaving yea her if you did good job if not then i'm not so proud but you'll get their also are you in love lol. Is grandma still their cause right now she is kinda healthy some back problems here and there but that's how it is i guess.did you get that rose and moms name tattoo i know you really wanted it when you were 13.hows your brother he's 10 right now so he'll be 15 in 5 years now so big huh right now all he does is play playstation all day and be annoying and eat so i hope that changed.i hope your doing good in school and your not at home cause i've been at home school my whole 8th grade year i go back to real school january 25 2020 which is 6 days away and only have about 4 or 3 months of middle school left corona hit hard especially for mom shes struggling to buy school clothes hopeful she's doing alot better right now.how's step dad i heard he’s 33 now he's only 28 right now and lowkey kinda fun we argue sometimes but i love him.what phone do you have you got the iphone 11 pro max for this christmas in 2020. How's my baby gizmo doing that dog literally saved my life i hope he's doing good he should be like 6 in five years awww he's all grown up tell him ‘i love you’ for me.something i know now that i want you to remember when your 18 is that you are beautiful no matter what anyone says and you can love who you want to because love doesn't have a wrong path and that's on period.this year for me has been a complete mess like i barely saw friends because of covid it as jur a disaster the people were becoming worst day by day because of racist,homophobes,trump supporters, etc like these people need to get their stuff together hopeful they did.something i don't know now that i really wanna know in 5 years is can i drive yet like did i get my drivers license. Well it's time for me to go it was nice talking to you i hope you didn't cry you have an ugly cry its ok so do i LOL.remember be yourself and strive to finish that fbi profiler bootcamp cause i know your still in love with the fbi profiler idea.i love you and never give up on what you have worked on the hardest no matter what anyone says thank you for becoming the amazing wonderful woman you have always wanted to become lots of love and kisses and i miss you.