A letter from January 18th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hello, it's me again! I already wrote a letter for you, I think it's about 2 weeks since I wrote it and I am going to send this letter at the same day. It was a very long letter wherein I wrote everything about our dreams and plans hehe. (Again, please forgive my grammar) So how is our plan doing? Am I learning a lot? Did I make any progress? Did I finally took a step forward? Are you there right now doing that thing? How is it? Two weeks had passed since I decided that I am going to achieve that dream no matter what, but you see, it also took me two weeks to give up on it. That is why I am writing another letter, I just want you to realize some things. That dream I love so much, I know it wasn't easy but please tell me that you atleast tried. I know I don't stand a chance, but I think it's worth to think I do. I sometimes daydream of actually doing it hehe, it makes me forget how cruel reality is. Anyways... If i'm not mistaken, you are a college graduate now, right? Well, Congraaaattss! Oh tell me you have a job haha. If ever you do, I hope it's what you really want and you're happy. By the way, are you seeing someone? Yieee, is he handsome? Is he a gentleman? Does he take care of you? He better do, and he better not hurt you. I don't want you crying okay? You've gone through so much, and I am deeply sorry if I had caused you so much trouble. Please cherish what and who you have right now. Do you still love having a heart-to-heart talk with someone? It gives me strength whenever I got a chance to, so please treat it as a treasure and put it in your heart, bring it wherever you go. Don't beat yourself too much, cry if you have to and after that, lift your chin up. I'll cheer for you! Sorry if this is a cringe hehe...I love you, I really do.