A letter from January 15th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, At the moment you are 23yrs old loser that hasn't accomplished anything in his life and living a pathetic boring depressive suicidal life for years and you have been thinking about your future present and everything every day for hours you wanna die so badly even you were close to doing it you just couldn't you are tired mentally and physically you don't know what to do or except anymore you cant even enjoy a simple thing you used to, you forgot how to cry and laugh you are all alone you have nobody your voice echoing you are in an emptiness you are a really tired man that cant sleep anymore at the moment you are at your edge, you just wanted to be a little happy and successful you didn't do anything to deserve this life but still that's the life I guess.... I hope you are dead and finally find inner peace because that's the only thing you deserve, or be alive like you never been !!... and get emotional while reading this and think one more time your ****** childhood ur teenage times, and the life you have wasted.... and laugh at it laugh, laugh until someone truly loves comes in your room and asks *what are you laughing at?* Be happy :) if you are not, do what you couldn't do it right now.... pull the ******* trigger