A letter from January 14th, 2021

sup man, its 14/01/2021 right now, your biological dad was gonna have another kid, but it's getting aborted, so that's not happening Maybe it's for the best though if we're being honest.. I'm 15, your probably 20 something years old when you'll receive this, I don't know when I want you to receive this really.. Quick reminder that the person you considered your dad, not the biological one, basically 100% turned his back on you, and almost 100% switched up his personality after he got with that one hoe.. Now your living solely with your mother and her boyfriend, a.k.a serge, it's not that bad, living with them I mean, maybe they aren't together anymore.. Who knows.. Really shouldn't be any of your concern anyways, since it's always been that way, just hopefully this one isn't a dumb ***.. Also I hope you have something you're working towards, that's worth the time and effort, instead of wasting your time, maybe you got a girl too.. If so, she cute ? All jokes aside though, I really hope you got your **** together, and don't overdrink, 'cause you know that never leads to anything good afterwards.. As a matter of fact, don't drink what so ever, no point, no need to puff either. All I'm trying to say is stay straight, and don't be a retard. Do you still watch anime? You liked your lie in april, Naruto, Demon slayer, OreGairu, steins ; gate, and so many more, like really, a **** tone more, you had a list of all the anime you loved watching on your phone, well maybe you don't anymore but yeah.. also do you still play video games at all, I feel like it's gotten kind of stale from time to time in the past year or 2, ever since I'd reached my 1k hours in CS, I haven't really found anything that had me as hooked since, remember how good you felt when you were finally in the upper echelon of ranks/skill, or when you got your first nuke on Mw and you were stressed because the whole other team had left and u were 5 ***** off on a 20 second count down against 1 guy but you still managed to drop it.. It was with Raybans, and his brother, I don't know if you still play with them, also bananas that guy from CW is cool.. Also, you've basically fallen in love with persona, and it's really good, if anyone is reading this 5 years from now, absolutely worth playing. And cyberpunk really isn't as bad as people claim it is. By the way how's the world look in what ever year you're reading this, 'cause right now, it's not looking too too bright if I'm being honest, I mean ,****, people are storming the capitol in the US, you're pretty depressed, and we can't even leave the crib past 8.. last year was 2020, which was pretty bad as everyone said, although you really didn't mind it that much since it probably was your best year of ''secondary'' and what not, well maybe it wasn't because I've still got one year left, but considering the situation in which I'm placed in, odds are next year really won't be anything worth even mentioning.. I'll just ask knowing it's pretty unlikely, but, do you still talk with Myriam at all? 'Cause you ****** up real bad, but we still talk sometimes, just not nearly as much as we used to obviously.. There's so much **** that I want to say to you, you don't even know.. Also MF DOOM just got announced dead like a week or 2 ago. Right now, all I really want, is to be happy, have a girl, have ambition, and not feel like a loser. You know what's crazy? I'm lowkey tearing up writing this.. Well I just changed the last phrase so you might never know what's the real reason I was tearing up.. But anyways my point is that, I hope to god I got somewhere in life, and that I'm settled, that the family isn't anymore separated, and that your doing good.. --Yourself a few years back