A letter from January 13th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, if your'e seing this im still sufferring from my own thougths but its okay cause i know that you'd be proud if you see this, im 16 years old and still finding what life realy mean is, im finding myself cause still lost but dont worry once i found my purpose in life i would stop rethinkimg my own existence , i've gone so many heartbreaks from past to this present of mine, ihope after 5 years u can still able to see me i hope that you'd be proud for all my sufferings , you know getting old is sucks this is the level of life were u confused, you cried, meet alot of people that neccesarry for your growth and still able to leave you, were you can confused on your own existence hayyysd , but dont worry im hurting in silence and learning in silence hahahq yeah fun , im confused on how you are doing in my 5 years present. this also the age were i start my healthy life i hope you'd thank me for loving your health, at isamg taon nalang gagraduate na si kuya sa kursong electrical enginering habang sila ate diane at ate mian naman ay pareho ng may trabaho at teacher na at pareho naren silang may anak medyo gumagaan naren buhay namen kase nakakain nakami ng mga gusto namen pero may paghihirap paren naman kase lahat ng pera mga magulang ko napupunta kay kuya omar at okay lang yun kase naniniwala akong magbubunga den lahat , and for this era it is starting to get worse and worse humanity are evolving were abortion is legal in other country and they called it "just a clum of cell" anf not claiming that its ****** :(( its making me sad thats things aree quick changing people are getting worse too they dont kmow that JESUS IS SOON COMING ,beauty standards too are bad ,.people start getting depress its just because of how they look. yeah sorry madaldal ako but anyways HANGGANG DITO NALANG KITA NALANG TAYO SA 5 YEARSS SANA MASAYA KAJAN WAG MOKONG GAYAHIN HAHAHW ILOVEYOU FUTURE SELF -Wed january13 2021 -leanmalasiquipangasinan