A letter from January 11th, 2021

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!! Just so you know I'm 12 rn and It's January 11, 2021. First off, how are you? Are you okay? How are things right now? Whatever your going through remember I love you and never give up on yourself, okay? If you are thinking of ending your life.. please don't! imagine how sad you would be leaving your friends and family. Plus you'll never have the chance of finding your true love and getting married and having kids and watching them grow old and make a fantastic life for themselves. Also, who will Ellie get pregnant with? I'm sorry if your not still friends with Ellie cus that would be really sucky and I know that you two love each other so much. I doubt that we are still friends with Taila but if we are go us! Anyways if you are good and happy stay that way! remember to cut toxic people out of your life!! period queen. I truly hope that you have had your first kiss by now!! ALSO, HAVE YOU AND SCOTTY DATED YET?? if so Ellie and I called it (literally yesterday). Praying that we're pretty lol. ANYWAYS TIME TO TALK ABOUT MY CURRENT LIFE. 2020 WHEW crazy crazy crazy ahh. KINDA DEPRESSED BUT ITS ALRIGHT LOL. Anyway still wearing masks smh!! Also, quarantine was so not okay especially when I would cry at dinner every night. I'm currently super close with Ellie and we are going to the desert soon. Trump is the current president but it's going to be officially Biden in a few days!! Also, the BLM movement did happen in 2020 and people still protest. Anyways, I love you never give up on yourself.