A letter from January 8th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Ok **** no Ughhhh I’m on the bathroom toilet floor And I’m crying Don’t laugh at me I’m only 14 Nearly 15 Bro Life is ******* hard I wish to die Inshallah I die today Inshallah Inshallah My shahada Bismillah W bill ah Ashhado ina Mohammedan rasolo lallah W ashhado ana alion waliyo Allah Ok I still haven’t died This is sad Ok questions: Why am I alive Why is everyone alive Is everyone acc alive or is this a prank By whom By what Why Why is life Why do we need to have a period of time to happy and HAVE to have a period to be sad Why do we need to be tested Y can’t everyone be happy all the time Y is kylie now happy and then has to burn Just for being happy🤷🏻‍♀️ Why do I have to suffer so in the end I am happy Why is their male and female ?