A letter from January 6th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I would like to get a sign from you, something that could lead me to the right choices. I'm so afraid of what will come in the next months. Unluckily, it's not possible to get these answers now. So I'm just going to take the first step, in case you need it. My past was terrible and I'm paying for other people's mistakes, maybe for mine too. My life is miserable, and I feel too weak. I think I'm not really able to fight for my indipendence, for my freedom. I'm scared and confused. I'm hurting. I have thought about suicide, many times, but I survived those thoughts, just like I survived all my other enemies in this existence. Many years ago I found out that I have my own superpower, our special talent. Have you become a voice for this world? Please tell me you haven't wasted your potential. I hope it saved you, there, in the future. I hope you were strong enough. I hope you learned how to love yourself. I can't wait to meet you. Sincerely me, Alex