A letter from January 6th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, oh uh-hey future me how has it been lately? are you mentally in a good place? how are your family and friends? do you have any new hobbies or talents? did you change schools? how is the pandemic going? and whats with that covid 20 people are talking about? are you still into kpop and anime? did you possibly move? where did u live? and are han and hope still with you? i want to know everything i have been struggling nowadays with my gender identity and personal feelings although i do think i am trans ftm, i hope you have all that figured out by the time youre reading this and i hope you transitioned although honestly i dont really expect anything. do you love yourself now? did you visit a therapist? did you get diagnosed with anything? how about your physical health? i hope its all going good for you oh and,you over banana fish? probably not you wanna die? you probably do dont you? just stay strong until we become happier one day,never give up i will be thinking of you from now you will get through everything and i believe you i hope this message gets to you good luck in the future i trust you side note: im 12 rn and my new name is ash for now,i currently use he/they/xie pronouns