A letter from January 4th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hey, are you still in that depressed state? did you grow closer to them? are you out of quarantine? have you made new friends? I hope you'll survive these 8 years.Remember how I said that im gonna end my life at 20? did you possibly change your mind? or are you more willing?. I hope it gets easier. How about Stray Kids and your whole kpop stanning life? i hope they helped you a lot just like they are now. Don't let dad push you down,if you ever did,well then gather your strength to get back up.Even if you feel really weak, I promise you have so much strength hidden inside you,all you just need is a little motivation, like Chan right?or maybe S.coups? it can be Jihyo,she can teach you how to not give up and be patient even until it takes 10 years to achieve something. I wonder if you're still on thought on becoming an idol, seeing my state right now is not near to easy and my mind isn't stable so it will be hard to tolerate strict training.Just be yourself,love yourself,stay strong,you're an ARMY,stay shining,you're a CARAT,stay innocent, you're an NCTZEN,stay justified as one,you're a ONCE,stay loved,you're a REVELUV,stay together,you're an AHGASE,stay cherished,you're an WayZenNi,and the best of all, stay STAY<3.