A letter from January 3rd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, If you made it in the future, which means we did it, we did our goal. Times have been hard because of the 2019-21 COVID-19 pandemic and other **** but at least we're still alive! People may not be by your side anymore because of life but hey, life goes on and on and on... But that aside, 21 years old... man that's really old if you ask me. You probably consider looking for that "someone" and probably have fun with her ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) or probably enjoy yourself like what I did by playing Genshin Impact and watching Hololive Vtubers and watching some good ol' anime. I really really hope that you might finally decide your dream unlike me in the past where I'm in a stalemate since every opportunity I saw I was so unsure if I could do it or not. How's your friends going? Win and Clint? Remember them? Remember when we played Genshin Impact together to help each other because of those hard-*** quests despite having ****** internet? I still laugh at the fact that Win is getting his *** kicked in Dragonspine lmao. How's family going? Are your sisters getting good in life? I really hope so! Cuz my sisters right now are just watching K-pop or Tiktok and whatever girly **** they do. I really hope that mother and father are still okay 5 years from now. How's the country going so far? I've been really curious about the Philippines in the future, who knows if the politics have changed or they're still in the same ****** system in my opinion. And how's anime going? I have a feeling that you might stray away from it since I got bored here rn lmao. Also is JoJo Part 6: Stone Ocean animated? How was it? I always wonder what would it be like when it's animated. Is JoJo Part 7 anime even there yet tho? Can't wait for that legendary manga to be animated! Still wondered if JoJolion (JoJo Part 8) is still ongoing cuz my god that "The Wonder of You" arc is soo ******* long. I don't even know if JoJo is still ongoing like it has Part 9 or smth or finished. Is Hololive still okay right now? Probably not but I hope that they've been doing okay. And finally, how are you? If you feel sad, just remember the times when I used to do entertaining things like listening to Led Zeppelin, Queen, Prince, AC/DC, and other more musicians and bands. (God bless JoJo for referencing them) or play games and watch YouTube. I really hope that you're finally happy in life, cuz that's my goal too, and we've been aiming to get that goal even tho it may not be possible since life is always **** to us. (lol) I hope that you're happy and having fun like I was years ago! Stay positive in life! And stay funky and go towards your dream! (Even though I'm not sure what I'm aiming for right now lmao) And I hope that you're happy in life and if you're sad, the past me is disappointed in you. So lemme give you an advice: don't worry, be happy! “Everyone has their own experience. That’s why we are here, to go through our experience, to learn, to go down those paths and eventually you may have gone down so many paths and learned so much that you don’t have to come back again.” -Prince (our favorite musician) P.S. Listen to my favorite song "Billy Jack *****" by Prince, you might remember it and have fun listening to it again like what I did 5 years ago. Regards, Jestian, your young past self (written on this decent HP laptop) January 3, 2021, 3:27 pm

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Hey Past Me, it's your future self.

First of all, what wonderful timing this letter arrived from 5 years ago as I was on a ferry trip back to Cebu...

Got ecgolle i d3r catoifiointn erya fro ehwn my of teh.
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Nihwti sary,e tol a has vaeh xpeecedt sa peenhdap 5 ouy.
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Sfr,ti imafly. Ash hte tath ltteer nhisdfei hrtmeo you fyl,tnneurtuoa nstohm ormf a ywaa dsasep efw emit. Dan mveo amfyil vmoe uor rwee tub nda tfaer me ngodi rahd to wfradro gispsna on tiems rae my hre sebt. Nife refaht a okay, ahs is tbu eh now ehs' gnodi oncndiito llorvae aghohlut rteha. I cahnedg tub the vene ear man !it illst ubhc,n ctepex oyu ruo bte sritess doln'wtu het lot, a wdyro aspt teye'vh.
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Adn as ahev xdpceete og osme dnsfir,e mcoe sa orf ouy llwe. A onknw i idd a dan grpuo of that atth i os uffts gtfroe cumh dna old veenr het eenv omesremi eeoplp uhmc eidrnf os rfedsni itwh emt lliw as uorpg ,colcuin woreldufn we troecnceden becaem. -43 eth gpuro no is ifdern aog, nahdeppe sayer adn htat futsf hhugot padpehne ikel dan rmoe. You lreayl ohw and dou'y ecols ihwt lceso uyo thta i'm neo ym nekw eht eembac enrsifd lts,il in vuale hhiwc dan iehrnfspdi in aelylr llololo meos with fi bcaeem frmo ehrit nwo cedksho i hwit era eppes wchhi m,e i indt'd tpcexe baprblyo cattnco ogru,p eb fendir ecsotls.
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Nmeeoso hns'ta ouy yrrso eevn s,loa paipdoistn sefl yruo tye otg to tfeuru but. M'i more dan atudrme shy tlisl tbu you esfl lol rbpo a stlli bit dpdrsesee eht wkon. On i eobefr lwel as lyaelr sa eyh msoeeon pyhullefo fro orwyr cnienocfed ylrlea omer rwginok uerut,f oyu olwlys gnai iewhsd ni o,tn own tbu get teh dna as eht sf,myel i'll. .
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To eb sti' uoy aienm ssoutqein ea,imn decunidl pbiucl onggi in on o(th ruoy atth retelt atth 💀) ggoni siht 'tis ta!reg yaa,wny sa ot teagr orf hsit ts'i ewsnar si n,oigg swoh' gogni pretty rincge. Lmyfse tnoi osme teg oesm haev gbnaers onti i eare,sdle hatt nditd' to i ogt teepcx whit. ,sye dan nimi!gt 9 fo ojoj 7 trap eixsst ,lerdeievd na adn ythe arduno sy,e avuytellne adn rpat ,eary ttainpodaa hsuc adimeatn 6 ngpicuom shti gto tapr llsit thwi jjoo. .
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Omse nsot,gr y(hw nda hiwt gogin ddi ltsil noit as osme btu ihs),t augrgidtan 'mi uoy ont 'sti rof ormynea tduienbg it lncdieu viloolhe.
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'sowh ?ignog het as rwseo tbu oru siptrdene edeovbl eth ish onlotrc ho pniipshilep geahu dfloo *** tog ainislticop ul,uas ofrrem o,yb to aaahhhaaahahhh nckuigs soycnrtr,ove :uuasl ts,oepsrt dan *** sti' naht. I pu otu teg here mi' gvie fo in ot ta shti itsh hpeo tebs ncytuo,r ptnoi iivngg ym rwonkgi.
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Aegm rae in to now ew wno sah ne,sgnhi sceol eg,am etrcuynrl adn x,d 'im dchagen yesaazhnn me ofr jesus lslit koani-r,d os ipagnyl hiwt atht at ahh taht itdusp uchm. .
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Hatn iekl fo or ni rwas otg riaes'ls aedsth eppo the in wkon tnow erosw ruo teh teh eht teh tihw 💀, mdnpcae,i ******** n,asdu ng,coo the no yltidi,aandol in raw, temi tog os etluevna nda was yrmoa sria,cfn and sroauvi ahs eseonigdc of aeinsdaatsss naa,ymrm much teh ehlal rwdo,l we epesp teh saruriu-nanskoi oury hte vnee nda edappenh eiaptl,esn edeciln ighpnpaen ia ,enequ ti.
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I e,nbe adn who lfy,ailn ndedee issrruepd efsl hsntloye ie'v 'im tath my ufetru dan yuo deask. Mhcu in 5 past rysae ecma ni my so file dgnehca by hsa nherevytig eht ,satf os. Sre'fhat oitcindno, to ganpiss adn ti's thiw dhra yawa eald ertah hanigv hiwt ohmret. Bit teh nad teh to adn hhougt ntha i'm eelglco niggo for si't nda ,fenisdr ksanth dan ouwld on fymail ermda beuc roem peet,cx uve'odlw yuo a rincelesie had hlpe !leatyri fo rbgoni tub a adot,y ouy to trteyp aeemcb mhcu ekch uor ouy twih gingo goththu tlsefrssu su tnitgirria sorgnt ruo than sllit. .
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Ssloens hwti mneagii nad otl eslfruoy niggo hatt tn'ac veen tfusf rtalen vi'e em oyu fo leadt a oals rhohugt thta. Ynligpre btu uyo nsgrto hihcw the lilw gnoig to rfo githr mi' dan yhe, im' eb lstli nsmea own emoc to ufrute.
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Ufkyn uyo earht ivseptio nebe ttaioedvm uoy btu eigbn new sgenei atht iwll ot amseesg yrae start etka hte wy,oasadn eidvac my thta enhw dan bgein rrsoy taht dotspipina yad 'vie dna to rylael reiwt and ahtt me ot sda oysru i yb lyalre fo yuo phya,p. .
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Ouy, ovel em tsap. Yuo oga syaer geisdnn 5 pciaapreet reeltt em i eyllra ihst. Lwil iblyl yb dan jkca aetrl nsetil yrepl i ftrae isht to lteret ecripn xd ctbh* i.
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Edrsga,r.
Ufutre your eohpn) opop iths fels tedenc on (itternw eas,nitj dygin ubt.
Pm 0,226 ,3 :941 urnaajy.

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