A letter from December 31st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Right now I am struggling with my lovelife, career, like everything in my life is really hard. I am still with Ken and I hope when the time comes I read this in the future. We still together happy and no more doubts to each other and I hope we are happily do the things we would love to do together lime travelling, no more away. If ever we are not together that time and I am single, I hope I am happy, contented and completely moved on. If ever, I am in relationship with someone else I hope he is the one na. Without pain, doubt or any push over in the relationship. Right now, every single thing I am seeing or experiencing irritates me easily. I hope, that time, I am just okay with everything and leave that kind of attitude of me. Right now, I am too insecure with everything I still can't wear the clothes cor dresses I liike to wear. I am still not confident with myself and I hope that time, I have my confidence and forget what will people say to me. Just minding my own business and happiness. Right now, I am still now growing with my career, I still don't know what I want to do. I am too pressure of being lost track to my career. Due to pandemic, it is impossible to do what I want like going abroad. I hope that time, everything's going well. Even if not too exactly of what I wanted but being okay of ME that time is enough. And other things follow, love, career and goals.