A letter from December 30th, 2020

Dear future me, Hey you. This is you.. from the past. I’m writing this in hopes that it finds you at a better place than we are right now. Did you kick that habit? It’s so hard to call it a habit. We’re not typical drug addicts. But it’s getting to the point where we can’t go a day without it. Life is better when we’re high. I’ve never felt true, natural happiness before but when I’m high, I can’t remember ever being sad. So I’m hoping that we got some mental help and maybe some medication and we stopped taking the pills. If not, I guess it’s been long enough and it’s time to quit now. I believe in you. Everything I’m doing is for you right now so I hope we made it!