A letter from December 24th, 2020

Dear Future Alicia, Hi! How's your life going now, it's been 3 months. Hopefully it's better than it is now. Are you and Reidan still dating? Are you getting to see him more often? Are you working on your clinginess? Have you finally learned how to be happy alone? I hope all the answers to those are yes, but it's okay as long as you're working on it! God, I know it's only 3 months, but I still have so many questions. Oh, has school started back? If it is, how's it going? How are your grades? Have you made any new friends? Do you and Reidan hug and kiss in the hallway and all that cute ****, haha? Now that I'm over with the questions, I just wanted to remind you something. I love you. Even if the answers to all of these questions are no, I'm still proud of you for just ******* being here. It gets so hard sometimes, but don't give up, please. You're gonna live such a beautiful life, you're gonna be a neurosurgeon with 5 kids, a beautiful house, and an amazing husband.