A letter from December 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Yo congratulations on turning 21 and guess what u made soo many plans on changing urself but, guess what u are ************ urself again yup that's right. Seriously, when I see u next time I wish u have grown up and also by than ur goals are clear. Also, right now is going pretty hard u like this girl called S****n she is just messing with ur head now. Before, u thought it was luv but, I guess. U were wrong. what I think is people feel the connection of love when they are treated in a way that makes them feel good or a priority but, when that stops to happen the, when u r no more there priority, feelings are not relevant to what u felt earlier. I haven't experienced love yet but, I definitely think this is not love. Love would be when u just see one girl all the time and even though no matter how bad she treats u, it's still there. U may get upset but, the love will always be there..I guess that's it for now... Take care of yourself *******