A letter from December 22nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, We hope your still alive to see this. If we can't remember, we promised ourselves if life didn't get easier by 19, we were going to commit suicide, but I hope it did get better. I hope we got into a good college lol. I hope we did well on our SAT's and **** lol. Did we ever talk with Tanner again? If not, are we finally over him? Thinking about him all the time is kind of exhausting. Did we get our first kiss yet? I hope so, it'd be kinda depressing if we didn't. Are we still friends with Leah? What about Giana? What about Theresa? Do we get happier? Is our stress and anxiety level down now that we're out of school? Did you ever reconnect with our mom? If you did, when? And how'd it go? Currently, we just finished a 2-page essay in an hour and a half lol. Gavin's birthday is tomorrow, Christmas is only 3 days away. Life kinda sucks right now, but I hope it gets better. Sincerely Your 13-year-old self from December 22nd 2020