A letter from December 22nd, 2020

Dear Dear FutureMe, I don’t really have a lot to say, ummm.. I guess that I just want you to be happy and not cry every time or just be anxious for problems, you have a crush in two people, one real hurtful and the other one really wishful but I hope that you’re not scared of love like you used to be because remember that it hurts to see people that you love been pushed by you, I think you’ll be 21 by now, I’m really exited to know what you’ll become, we studied hard and I hope you keep it like that. Do you still remember sher? Smay? Or steph? They are your best friends in 2020 but maybe they’re not anymore? They’re the best friends I could ever have, they’re always there. Are you in college? Are you doing good? How are our parents? Is dad still proud of you? Is our brother still annoying? And have you improved in English? Remember that you used or are scared to talk in English, have you done better? I’m talking about your anxiety, I know that you cry every time that you think you’re not enough and every time you have bad grades and make dad disappointed, he likes to see you success but every time he sees a b you can see the disappointment, you just want to make him proud, and mom is she ok? She had health problems and she still doesn’t know how much you love her, we can be rude sometimes, and are over this trauma? You know the incident that happened when you where little, remember that you’re strong, you can do anything and this will not stop you, we just hope this does not happen to someone else. The last thing is that, are you happy?, are you happy with the new people around you? And are you doing things according to what we planned?, ok I’ll shut up I talk too much, o just hope you’re happy now and change your style please!!.