A letter from December 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hey .. you probably won’t remember that you wrote this five years ago .. but right now we’re in a dark place .. we’re slowly sinking back into depression .. we feel like we have no support or motivation from anybody .. we’re the black sheep of the family .. i can’t count how many times i thought about ending it all but something about hurting our mom doesn’t sit right with me .. especially since we’re the only child .. i’m fighting trying to be strong for future me .. so if you’re reading this i really hope you got into that college you wanted to go to .. i hope you have the motivation to continue to get your masters in psychology and become an clinical psychologist .. i hope you’re financially stable .. i hope you’re happy in love and glowing .. i hope you’re in a better position then you were in five years ago .. i have faith in you sincerely old you❤️